Scottish Ground Crew

[Sol Invictus]

I was sat in an easy chair, just thinking about a few things, really relaxed and 'just justing' as I call it, when the world, every thing around me turns into this golden 'cloth'. Nothing was seperate, everything was part of this 'fabric' including myself, and I was just like

I sat staring at everything and my wife walked across the room and it was like watching a huge wave move across the surface of the ocean - big, moving, but still part of the ocean even though it was its own 'wave'.

I was just 'there' watching all of this when it happend.

'I' watched as this thing so bright it was jet black 'stepped' out of me. I was watching it as it looked back at me. It looked around the room and placed its hand into the 'fabric', and then lifted it up and the fabric flowed through its fingers like fine sand.

I wasn't afraid of this 'person', they were just incredulous as I was at the fabric and the light - It dipped its hand again into the fabric, then I felt this tremendous release of energy from it and an overwhelming feeling that this being had found some thing it had searched for for a long long time and was finally able to 'be'. It then turned into small drops of light and faded upwards and vanished.

I then felt a shudder / shiver pass through me and looked about. The room had gone back to normal and my wife was sat on the sofa looking at me.

I tried to explain what i saw, and she was like 'yes, I saw him, it was like he used you as a bridge to cross from where he was to where he wanted to be'.


I just don't know what to say, apart from I feel renewed, refreshed, revitalised and In short, I feel fantastic.

Sol.

Posted this today in spirituality.

I am to be honest at a loss. My wife saw this 'so bright they were dark' being 'in' me just below the surface, and then rise off me but as she didn't see the 'fabric' lost it as it left my person. When i say 'in' me, my wife said it was like she was looking down a tunnel at me, another me, andother me stretching off into the distance, and this 'so bright they were pitch black' being was one person down just below the surface of the 'real' me.

I know... its left me going '?!?'