Immunizations/Vaccines

geesenc · 11-27-2008, 04:49 AM

I have a dilemma - Just looking for some input

I am a nurse in a pediatricians office - I absolutely LOVE my job! I have been working there a little over a year and only work part time. But I really do love it. I love the people. I love the atmosphere. I love the hours. And I love the work, which includes sometimes answering the phones and sometimes working the floor. Working the floor includes inputting patients, doing procedures, and injecting vaccines. Here lies my problem.

Since awakening in Oct. 2007 with The Secret movie (this job was actually my first accomplishment using the Law Of Attraction-I wanted it so bad, I made it happen) :-) Anyway - Since awakening and taking in SO much information, about what seems like everything, in such a short period of time (which I know many of you have) I am totally against vaccines!! ?? (my children will never get another vaccine)
I know if I refuse to give vaccines-I can't work there anymore, they will have to replace me. That is a main part of the job. And just answering the phones (appointments/questions/advice) is not an option > I am one of the recent hirees hired to take the floor from the predominately 'older' nursing staff - these nurses have worked here for 20-30 years (VERY low turn around rate and it's cause this place is Great)-but they are getting to 'mature' to run the busy floor. They are in a way retiring to the phones. I do answer the phones (which I love tremendously-I love talking with the people/parents and sharing kid talk) :-) about 8 hours of a 20 hour week, but it is only filling in really.
The remaining 12 hrs of the week that I work consists of floor work. I alone probably give 150 injections in a week-that's like 600 a month. That's Tetanus/Diphtheria/Pertussis, Polio, HIB, Hep A & B, Chickenpox, Measles/Mumps/Rubella, Pneumococcal, RotaVirus, Meningitis, Cervical Cancer(Gaurdasil/HPV), and OMG all the DAMN flu shots right now! All summer long it's school vaccines and all winter long it's flu/flu/flu.
But I actually even enjoy giving shots (I know that sounds mean, but I do) I love the act of mastering my technique (I'm good :-) I get compliments all the time) But I don't know what's in this stuff (Nobody does really-except the government and the pharmaceutical companies). We only know what they tell us - but as I have recently discovered that has been a history of just lie after lie (from both of them-esp. since they work so closely together). I have been dwelling over this, but not in a negative manner though, I make sure to keep my energy light and positive with this. And it really is kinda easy since I do Love the work so much.
What I have been doing lately is trying to send positive thoughts/energy into the vaccines as I draw them up and again as I give them. I don't know if I am even doing anything by this or if anything can even be done this way??

Also I have gifted an orgonite piece behind the fridge that stores the vaccines???
Well, I think I've gone on long enough - Any input?

11-27-2008, 04:49 AM	#1
geesenc Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 5	Immunizations/Vaccines I have a dilemma - Just looking for some input I am a nurse in a pediatricians office - I absolutely LOVE my job! I have been working there a little over a year and only work part time. But I really do love it. I love the people. I love the atmosphere. I love the hours. And I love the work, which includes sometimes answering the phones and sometimes working the floor. Working the floor includes inputting patients, doing procedures, and injecting vaccines. Here lies my problem. Since awakening in Oct. 2007 with The Secret movie (this job was actually my first accomplishment using the Law Of Attraction-I wanted it so bad, I made it happen) :-) Anyway - Since awakening and taking in SO much information, about what seems like everything, in such a short period of time (which I know many of you have) I am totally against vaccines!! ?? (my children will never get another vaccine) I know if I refuse to give vaccines-I can't work there anymore, they will have to replace me. That is a main part of the job. And just answering the phones (appointments/questions/advice) is not an option > I am one of the recent hirees hired to take the floor from the predominately 'older' nursing staff - these nurses have worked here for 20-30 years (VERY low turn around rate and it's cause this place is Great)-but they are getting to 'mature' to run the busy floor. They are in a way retiring to the phones. I do answer the phones (which I love tremendously-I love talking with the people/parents and sharing kid talk) :-) about 8 hours of a 20 hour week, but it is only filling in really. The remaining 12 hrs of the week that I work consists of floor work. I alone probably give 150 injections in a week-that's like 600 a month. That's Tetanus/Diphtheria/Pertussis, Polio, HIB, Hep A & B, Chickenpox, Measles/Mumps/Rubella, Pneumococcal, RotaVirus, Meningitis, Cervical Cancer(Gaurdasil/HPV), and OMG all the DAMN flu shots right now! All summer long it's school vaccines and all winter long it's flu/flu/flu. But I actually even enjoy giving shots (I know that sounds mean, but I do) I love the act of mastering my technique (I'm good :-) I get compliments all the time) But I don't know what's in this stuff (Nobody does really-except the government and the pharmaceutical companies). We only know what they tell us - but as I have recently discovered that has been a history of just lie after lie (from both of them-esp. since they work so closely together). I have been dwelling over this, but not in a negative manner though, I make sure to keep my energy light and positive with this. And it really is kinda easy since I do Love the work so much. What I have been doing lately is trying to send positive thoughts/energy into the vaccines as I draw them up and again as I give them. I don't know if I am even doing anything by this or if anything can even be done this way?? Also I have gifted an orgonite piece behind the fridge that stores the vaccines??? Well, I think I've gone on long enough - Any input?