My soul is hurting/shrinking/detaching/dying

franciejones · 11-04-2008, 02:46 PM

I have never started a thread here. I do it out of desperation today.
I followed a thread that led me to a very good video on you tube. It happens to be about ET's however ----
It shows a lot of the destruction in Iraq and when I see those things I feel as though my soul is dying.
It is election day and I know it does not really matter..that it is an illusion so I get zero comfort from any possibilities that a "new" president may provide.

I don't mean to be a downer but I just feel I need to get these things out of my head before these thoughts do too much damage. I feel so connected to people and when I see evidence of their pain and anguish I feel it as though I am there with them. I am having a "despair" day I suppose. My soul is telling me to reach out to Avalon. I am at work and struggling not to burst into tears. I am happy that I have all of you as my friends and I appreciate this chance to talk.

I do apologize if I have caused others to feel sad or unhappy by posting this. I mean to do no harm, I just need to feel your presence right now as I do really feel that my soul is dying right now. Thank you for being here.

11-04-2008, 02:46 PM	#1
franciejones Banned Join Date: Sep 2008 Posts: 307	My soul is hurting/shrinking/detaching/dying I have never started a thread here. I do it out of desperation today. I followed a thread that led me to a very good video on you tube. It happens to be about ET's however ---- It shows a lot of the destruction in Iraq and when I see those things I feel as though my soul is dying. It is election day and I know it does not really matter..that it is an illusion so I get zero comfort from any possibilities that a "new" president may provide. I don't mean to be a downer but I just feel I need to get these things out of my head before these thoughts do too much damage. I feel so connected to people and when I see evidence of their pain and anguish I feel it as though I am there with them. I am having a "despair" day I suppose. My soul is telling me to reach out to Avalon. I am at work and struggling not to burst into tears. I am happy that I have all of you as my friends and I appreciate this chance to talk. I do apologize if I have caused others to feel sad or unhappy by posting this. I mean to do no harm, I just need to feel your presence right now as I do really feel that my soul is dying right now. Thank you for being here.