Because this is the healing section i am posting this. I hope that this is suitable for this forum. I dont think this would be the best place for help, or maybe it is. Well this is a spiritual issue.
I was child abused (father) and I still feel great darkness. I am a loner, a mid-teen, and very dissociative. I don't criticize myslef much, I am just very passive and I mope around. I daydream a lot and i am always very tense. I feel like a cloud of fog. I do have PTSD.
I am asking for spiritual advice which is better then secular psychology.