Alien implants and visitations

[Jacqui D]

Please be patient with me if this thread has already been placed but i'm still trying to find my way around this site.
I would like to know if any members on this site has had a recent alien visitation or believe they may have been implanted or any other experience, strange markings on body or other.
I would like to tell an experience that happened to me around six months ago.
I went to bed as usual one evening feeling very tired indeed slightly giddy and lightheaded ( and i promise i hadn't been drinking lol!) a sudden feeling of complete exhausion swept over me.
I fell into a deep sleep where i had the most strangest dream that i've had in a long time. I have had no recollection of any abductions or visitaions for many years now although my younger years was full.

I was on the run that was sure, finding myself in my fathers house who has now been dead for many years i hid away under the stairs(this is not a harry potter tale believe me far from it lol).
Hiding quietly i could hear movement around the house something was looking for me and i was scared
I had hid very deep under old coats and various household items, brooms the hoover you know the stuff.
Suddenly a hand well an apendage grabbed me and pulled me i could feel this creatures hatred as i was plucked from my hiding place and dragged out before it.
There were two of them, they were elite soldiers i don't know how i knew this but my intuition told me.
It was their mission to find me and they had and i really thought i had one over them but they sensed me by smell.
No i don't smell that bad honestly lol
These creatures stood around seven feet tall if not taller, i'm only 5ft nothing so they completly dwarft me.
They stood in a human stance with a type of uniform covering their leathery looking skin not scally but the skin over lapped rather like a fish skin.
They were cold blooded i felt the touch when the higher ranking one grabbed me.
He the high ranking one pushed me to the floor and laughed looking at his comrad who kept quiet all through this, he spoke in a language i did not understand but something inside me knew what was being said.

What happened next was cruel,evil and downright nothing short of rape.
I find this very hard to talk about it still upsets me and you may be thinking while your reading this she's only dreaming but i tell you this happened.
But i kept thinking Why! why would they come for me now, now i am in my middle age what use would i be for them now, i had been harvested many times in the past and i know i have other children somewhere other than my human ones.
The attack was brutal and i thought i would honestly die, no one could survive such an attack, these aliens bodies were built for one thing only! well i don't have to spell it out for you.

When the attack was over the high ranking one simply laughed and cast me aside as though i was just a piece of meat.
In his native tongue he gave his orders to the other soldier and moved on, i lay crying, sobbing and wishing i was dead because i was not going through another attack like that!!
The second soldier looked deep into me eyes, i saw something there that was not in the first aliens eyes, the first was cold and evil.
The second soldier knelt down and placed his hand or what looked liked a hand on my forehead, i waited for the next attack to begin, instead i felt extreme heat and an overpowering sense of love

The second soldier looked deeper into my eyes and his hand went across my face, i felt safe i felt the damage that had been done before was being repaired.

I woke suddenly and a flash shot across my right eye.
(What was that!)
Looking in the darkness of my bedroom i looked at the clock it was 2.30am that time again.
I was shaking from my experience, cold and confused.
I lay and watched the rest of the hours slowly tick by on the clock wishing the morning to come faster than normal.

getting up around 6am i showered and started to get dress when i noticed a mark on my right arm on the inside around the elbow area. It looked like a branding of sort, red in colour and raised to the skin just as though i had been branded with something very hot.
The mark was circular about the size of a pea and in the circular shape was a cross.
What on earth is this i said to myself my first reaction was that had been marked in some way for future rounding up!!
A few days after that i started getting problems with my right eye, i had problems with my sight and i noticed that when i went into a darkened room it would get these flashes.
This worried me and i went to see my optician who wanted to send me to hospital straight away because she thought i had a detached retina.
She gave me a eye test and when she looked further she could not see anything wrong but wrote to my gp for a further examination to be taken out at the eye hospital by a specialist.
I did get an appointment and was told all was fine, but i said the flashes are still there.
The consultant said it would settle down after a couple of weeks, well that was 6 months ago now and i still get the flashes and the mark is still on my arm but it has faded slightly today.
I believe i was taken yet again, branded, implanted and put back, now i'm angry.
How dare that evil entity abuse me in that way.
This experience has upset me very much, i was not in control and my life may have been taken that evening i'm sure.
logically now i think if they wanted to kill me they could easily have done so but i was kept for there amusement only.