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Old 02-21-2010, 09:04 PM   #1
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Talk is cheap. Luciferian religions, timelines, whistle blowers, pseudo qabbalistic esoteric methodologies, buy guns, food, get ready for ascension and so on, impending nuclear war?

This place is rife of fear.

Also it is full of opportunity. I don't post here much. However. I have learned much from the erudition of this forums members. What a pleasure to gain from those who take their time to give to others so that they have a chance in their life to take on what is coming.

Some spend their time promoting fear. Perhaps they are sensitive and know what is coming. If they genuinley feel that..it's no reason to put them down. Unless of course they are conscious agents of some group or other.

Some talk of various dimensions, the flower of life, etc, in ways that the man on the street could not possibly understand. we should focus our energies on that perhaps?

I would like to take this moment to thank all the regular Avalon posters. Why? Because they have passion. Passion to give their tiny part to the whole truth. I spend my time explaining this information we are fortunate enough to have come upon...to others who have no idea.

As the Buddha said..All opinions are worthless.

In that case..There must only be truth.

Much of it can be found here..Beware..much of what is here may not be

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Old 02-21-2010, 09:23 PM   #2
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Old 02-21-2010, 09:29 PM   #3
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Hi Floyd
It is as it is.
There are some who reg post that I respect ( I respect all but not necessarily what they post). I just dont go to the fear threads.
I feel that if some of the ones that are addicted to the type of threads you mention discover positive ones they might wean themselves of doom and gloom.
Problem is they dont realise some of the threads they visit are in fact negative in nature and have an energy draining effect on them.
First there may be an adrenalin lift but the hangover is what gets them to seek more of the same "drama excitement etc" to get the fix!!!

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Old 02-21-2010, 10:02 PM   #4
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Love the post... Flloyd... I agree with you .. and with Greybeard... there is much wonder on here... or I wouldn't keep returning as insatiably as I do.

For me, my personal 'truth' is that the fear threads hold nothing new for me anymore.

Almost comically, I've come to notice that there are only two posts in Avalon, one promoting fear (the self) and one promoting love (the whole).

This makes the whole filtering process much easier. If you can't spot which of the two posts you're reading from the title, you soon get it by the second paragraph !

In my information gathering (fear) phase, I got very drained by the sheer enormity of every possible outcome, so many impossibly defendable fronts. No wonder that phase was incredibly draining after the initial 'excitement'

Now, in my acceptance (love) phase, all that matters to me is that what is, is. Everything will find it's true place. The mind is not the I AM, we are not who we THINK we are, nor is anyone else who we THINK they are.

Love brings unity, peace, joy. Love of all things, every second of every day, regardless of which mess we find ourselves in.

I've still got a long way to go, and my life is far from perfect, but there is much to be joyful about.

Even eating an avocado can be a heavenly experience. Or you can miss it, because you were reading an avalon thread at the same time.

this choice is ours....

Blessings upon everyone.

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Old 02-21-2010, 10:48 PM   #5
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I consider Life's journey as a path to complete awareness as a being.
We are all somewhere on that path crossing it at our own pace .
Fear has a tendency to be present when we have litle experience about
who we really are .
I would say then that fear is just part of the road and that it has to be
fully integrated before one can move on .
How does one begin to walk , master a discipline or an instrument ?
By gaining confidence through the removal of the unknowns and our
willingness to confront the areas of discomfort .
The path to awareness has many stages and wisdom comes along as
we move through each step .
When the fear stage is integrated one has a tendency to loose interest
for the gloomy scenarios and to turn himself to Light .
This comes as a natural by product as one grows in awareness of one's
essence being Love. The realm of dichotomies then fade away and
a sense of Oneness with all that is prevails .

Love Always
mudra

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Old 02-21-2010, 11:08 PM   #6
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When the fear stage is integrated one has a tendency to loose interest
for the gloomy scenarios and to turn itself to Light .
This comes as a natural by product as one grows in awareness of one's
essence being Love.
Thank you for articulating that Mudra.

What is a waste of time? Are beings on different stages of their jouney "Pathetic?"

These two ideas are so very subjective as to be almost meaningless outside of one's one understanding. Many would find the very term "A waste of time" nonsense.

I Do think observing one's inner self, the way that self reacts to what you see, hear, and feel can be very enlightening. Its good practice to try and remain as open as possible, feeling neither good nor bad about what you read initially, until you have had an opportunity to place it within the context of your reality.

Slowing the process of thought down...never reacting. Breathing and considering. When you do this you begin to break down the "programming" that we have placed on ourselves for thousands of years. People want to know how to break free from the endless cycle of wars and suffering in this place we call Earth. There is your answer.

Being on Avalon, is a good exercise. Its like going to the mental and spiritual Gym!
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Old 02-21-2010, 11:35 PM   #7
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Before I get into my statement, I'd just like to say that while my post count is not high, I have been a daily visitor to this forum since its inception, and am proud to be a part of the community here at Avalon and Camelot. With that being said, I would like to say a couple of things....


I would just like to say that in my opinion, there seems to be a struggle on this forum. You've got individuals looking for truth, and searching through information, and then you've got certain individuals planting asinine reports, engaging in fear mongering and laundering disinformation at an alarming rate.

My personal feelings are this. The world, in its current state, is full of good and bad. The Yin and Yang. Without one, you cannot have the other. My point is, you have to find and take the path that is right for you. Don't let negative thoughts or connotations steer you from finding your own personal truth.

Conversely, don't allow tales of peace and prosperity keep you from seeing the potential threat of negative energy and actions that are around you. Take the information you receive, analyze and process it, then from that, form your opinion. If you feel someone is simply providing disinformation, or fear mongering, then steer clear of that information. There are two sides to every coin, just as there are truths and falsehoods in EVERYTHING.

On another note, one thing I have found that I do not find to be a personal "truth" is that we are all one collective. In the aspect that we're all human beings sharing this planet, I will concur... but it seems to me that individualism is placed on the back burner by several people here who scrutinize and belittle individuals with a train of thought that is different than theirs. This same practice has lead to the departure of several respectable members of this forum.

Just like the stars and planets in the skies, each and every one of us are unique. To turn our backs on our own beliefs and truths, to simply cater to those of someone else is a disservice to ourselves as human beings and as individuals. God (or the higher powers) gave us the ability to think freely and form our own opinions, truths, and beliefs. This does not mean to close ones self off from opinions that differ from yours, but to be open, respectful, and tactful when encountering said information, even if you don't necessarily agree with it.

I truly believe in my heart that if more people practiced common courtesy and mutual respect, the world would be a better place. The vast majority of us here @ Avalon and Camelot, though dealing with problems of our own, are very lucky and fortunate to be able to congregate, share information, and interact with one another. We have a world of information at our fingertips, and while some, if not most of that information might not ring true to you, that does not mean something can't be learned from it. What you take away from the information you receive rests on your shoulders.

At the end of the day, you have to find meaning for yourself, but to close yourself off to ideas that don't necessarily coincide with your own is a disservice, not only to you, but to those who take the time and effort to compile said information.

I respect and admire everyone here, even if I'm not always in agreement with their position or opinion. Love, and be loved. That is the key...
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Old 02-21-2010, 11:52 PM   #8
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I like things just they way they are
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Old 02-21-2010, 11:54 PM   #9
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hello,

what profound sentiments, to have stated, or asked about. This following set of talks really made my life just a bit better.

I hope you enjoy them. Whether you like it or not, its such a good little thinkish thing that, it does exercise the reasoning that we think is reason.

Is it all serious- not sure.

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Old 02-21-2010, 11:56 PM   #10
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oh well here it is this time

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UhRWYFJ2pyI

Obviously the normal rules apply, the rest of it is on the youtube side bar to the right, and is it at all serious. No way of knowing, but its fun

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Old 02-24-2010, 03:35 AM   #11
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consider Life's journey as a path to complete awareness as a being.
We are all somewhere on that path crossing it at our own pace .
Fear has a tendency to be present when we have litle experience about
who we really are .
I would say then that fear is just part of the road and that it has to be
fully integrated before one can move on .
How does one begin to walk , master a discipline or an instrument ?
By gaining confidence through the removal of the unknowns and our
willingness to confront the areas of discomfort .
The path to awareness has many stages and wisdom comes along as
we move through each step .
When the fear stage is integrated one has a tendency to loose interest
for the gloomy scenarios and to turn himself to Light .
This comes as a natural by product as one grows in awareness of one's
essence being Love. The realm of dichotomies then fade away and
a sense of Oneness with all that is prevails .

Love Always
mudra
Thank you Mudra for your wisdom. I can identify with so much of your post.
I would give anything if I could be where you, Greybeard and many others presently are, but as you said I am on my own, crossing at my own pace.

I will plead guilty for asking dumb questions, posting a thread that has been posted and not visible (I didn't do a search).
I've never been part of an on-line community, threads, posting, and even trying to figure out some of the computer stuff. I sometimes feel I am being "judged" for lack of knowledge.

These things are all new to me:
Channeling Meditation TPTB
Project Camelot Whistle-blowers RA Ascension
polar shifts/earth changes HAARP Project Blue Beam
Galactic alignment etc. etc.

I joined in October of 2009 and was befriended by 6 people which meant the world to me. I am 55 years old and have zero support in this waking up process with my personal friends and family members. I have been so chastised and made fun of for sharing my new feelings and information that I've begun to think, maybe I am delusional and the feelings and search for the truth is wrong. I have lost friends over this. I am so passionate and excited that I just wanted to share my new information. I didn't know they would take it so poorly and think I'm a whacko. I learn to close my mouth from you guys. Everyone is on their own path.

I, like many others, need you guys. I would never post disinformation or be fear-mongering on purpose. I know it's hard to know someone's true intention on the internet but mine is pure and from the heart.

My gut feeling is that I was brought here for a reason. Whether some of you know it or believe it, I think you signed up to mentor us. You are here to teach and guide us. With all our stupidity, our time-wasting, dumb questions. inappropriate fear posting and other missteps, please stay with us. Teach us, mentor us and give us the confidence to not be afraid to stay here and ask questions and misstep once again.

On one post I made, even Bill Ryan jumped in to give his opinion.(Alien Interview) I was told another post had been previously posted and was given references.(Haiti) I was politely corrected on another misstep (Iluminati) and I thank you all for your patience and kindness. I could have left because I was so inept, but I didn't because of your love and support. Anytime I post it is always with a prayer, please God, don't let me mess up again.

When a person is new at this, it is difficult. For most of us, you are our one and only support system. We are second guessing ourselves because anyone we have confided in has told us we are nutcases. We don't have your knowledge or confidence. We only have that gnawing gut feeling that this is where we need to be. And you are where you need to be.

Mystique life-long learner, constantly seeking truth and mentoring
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Old 02-24-2010, 08:44 AM   #12
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My gut feeling is that I was brought here for a reason. Whether some of you know it or believe it, I think you signed up to mentor us.
Warm welcome in the soul family Mystique.
You have as much to bring us as we are bringing you.
We are all learning in the process of being here with each other
at this point of time .
Each one of us is a spark that adds to the whole.
May your journey be blessed with Love and Light.

Love Always
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Thank you Mudra for your wisdom. I can identify with so much of your post.
I would give anything if I could be where you, Greybeard and many others presently are, but as you said I am on my own, crossing at my own pace.

I've never been part of an on-line community, threads, posting, and even trying to figure out some of the computer stuff.

We are second guessing ourselves because anyone we have confided in has told us we are nutcases. We don't have your knowledge or confidence. We only have that gnawing gut feeling that this is where we need to be. And you are where you need to be.

Mystique life-long learner, constantly seeking truth and mentoring
Nice one, mystique... I think we can all learn from your wonderful example of humility.

I've never been part of an online forum either... and I would say that sooo much 'second guessing' goes on here. The only thing that rings true for me is people's heartfelt accounts of what they feel. They always ring true for me, as does your account here.

Thanks for teaching me the gift of humilty , may I use it wisely.

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Old 02-24-2010, 10:58 AM   #14
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Nice one, mystique... I think we can all learn from your wonderful example of humility.

I've never been part of an online forum either... and I would say that sooo much 'second guessing' goes on here. The only thing that rings true for me is people's heartfelt accounts of what they feel. They always ring true for me, as does your account here.

Thanks for teaching me the gift of humilty , may I use it wisely.

K
And you have the gift of humor Kulapops and much besides.
Mystique yes you have humility, put no head above your own though.
We are all in this together.
I was on this forum for a year before I started a thread and I may never start another.
I like Beren's saying.
Love Love and then see what happens.
What else do we need?
What is really important?
This time spent on earth is a very short event in life of a soul.
"Time is short dont waste it" thats a quoite.
What can I take out of this world when I leave it?
Nothing except my spiritual energy which hopefully has risen to the point that it is not necessary to come back here to undo negative karma and gain merit.
Al that is suggested I do is "Be kind to all life including my own, no matter what"
With love and appreciation for all that I learn here.
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And you have the gift of humor Kulapops and much besides.

Al that is suggested I do is "Be kind to all life including my own, no matter what"
With love and appreciation for all that I learn here.
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Well, thanks Greybeard... I contribute what I can.. humour seems often to be the first thing that springs to mind... well.. if you took all of the posts at Avalon seriously.. you'd go insane, wouldn't you?

I just enjoy being that part of the whole and learning and seeing how everyone contributes their own beauty to that beautiful whole.

Pathetic ? Avalon posters pathetic ? lol, no, I don't think so. In my new world view, all is reflection. So it's easy to understand that any 'accusations' are only reflections of the self. If the ego (great thread by the way ) doesn't like 'pathetic' in itself, then it will find and hate to see pathetic elsewhere.

So (as many here know, I'm preaching to the converted I know) there can be no more accusations. Everything is about me.. and everyone. If I like humilty... I'm saying I like that quality in me.. and I'd like to see it more. If I think doom and gloom is negative.. I'm just resonating with that part of me that is negative and I don't like.

So when you see the world this way, it's very difficult to be derrogatory about anyone. All you then want is growth. this is achieved through growth of the self and not of others. So there is no point me saying.. "you pathetic avalon posters you.. You.. whiny.. self-absorbed.. whingy moany... I want my mommy...dweebs...Get a life!..you square-eyed, believe anything..conspiracy, deluded munchkins" Because if I did.. I'd just be talking about myself. Again.

I'm better off just saying what I want: to become a fuller human being. and I want that for everyone.

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Here here. Proud to be a Pathetic Avalon poster
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I just enjoy being that part of the whole and learning and seeing how everyone contributes their own beauty to that beautiful whole.


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You really are amazing KP
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Old 02-21-2010, 10:50 PM   #18
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Very intresting post, and i must say it shows some wisdom,
as in life there is duality and the same goes on the avolon posts,
the trick is to choose the right reality for you.

GREY BEARD, your words ring so true with me about the doom n gloom stuff, i to used to find it actualy exiting and was always looking for the next fix just like a drug i guess, that was untill i relized that wasnt my path to follow , i still have to remind myself of that from time to time, but hey nobodys perfect lol.

in-la kesh peeps love and light..... DJ
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This place is rife of fear.

this is what has me so very concerned


Some talk of various dimensions, the flower of life

Ok i'll admit it, i left that in solely cuz you said flower

I would like to take this moment to thank all the regular Avalon posters. Why? Because they have passion.

There is a strong passion in your heart as well!

As the Buddha said..All opinions are worthless.

In that case..There must only be truth.

Wow, i like that one...


Much of it can be found here..Beware..much of what is here may not be


in my opinion the "may not" is heavier on the scale these days..

Thanks guys..
just the guys ?

Your honesty and warmth honor us....
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Yeah light workers are cool aren't they?
So nice to get away from the festering elitism.
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I'm a pathetic Avalon poster...and I feel like I'm wasting my time...but even though I want to stop...I'll probably continue. This is sort of a thought triage gym...where we learn to fine-tune our BS detectors...and learn to be tolerant of a wide variety of views and emotions. A lot of this activity is upsetting and draining...but I think it's something which some of us have to do. Other people may have to learn by osmosis...rather than being on the front-lines...so to speak. This arguing on the internet stuff isn't for everyone...especially when it comes to politics, religion, ufology, aliens, demons, NWO, cosmology, etc. When someone like me...starts combining these subjects in unconventional ways...things can really get disorienting! I have a feeling that in a couple of years...the initial confusion and pain will subside...as we formulate positive solutions to a lot of the perplexing problems. We're getting hit with a huge amount of new information...and it's hard to digest all of it!

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I just joined a few days ago and I've already posted on a variety of diverse subjects such as Scientology, EFT, financial newsletters, stock market trading and buying gold and silver on ebay. I've also already obtained some useful and interesting information from other posts and this is all in a few days.

Obviously, I've seen some posts that I just don't understand and others that are fear-based or full of BS but I can ignore them and move on.

So far, I like this forum
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I would love nothing more than to stay in a positive threads, but let face it lots of negative out there. all over the world. not just here. I want to feel the love your all talking about. but its hard when our water is not what it should be or our food. and what were doing as a whole on this rock floating in space. I se so much injustice. I want to heal. I would love nothing more than to just block out all the fear and negative thinking. but its like I once heard. I just cant pretend everything is ok. its not. I cant stand what I see to be honest. and I guess Im just suposto pretend it doesn't exist. that were killing each other, and draining the planet of its life source. living out of balance with nature, being controlled by the social engineers, its a hard place to be. Im currently looking at this and having a hard time with it. some friends of mine are really down on my for pointing out some of this, like please dont get the flue shot, or take a look at these medical journals on fluoride, and look what it is and how its being used, thinking its a positive thing. but not received as such to the general public. fear .. yes fear, just lost a good friend over it. pissing me off. good dive partner. thinks im a nut for believing in ufos.. LOL ... waste of time. maybe? not really sure yet. but it does hurt me. wish I could find the balance. Im very miss understood. I care to much. I cant stand looking at the masses swallowing democracy as its being implemented. and sold on meds and false ideals. covering the planet with concrete and paint. polluting the waters killing the life in all the creeks that were teeming with life when i was a kid. nothing lives there any longer. deforestation. I had a vision once once as a young man of 16. I was in a native American ritual with a fire and dance, it was night time, I was wide awake but it seemed I was really there. and they were chanting or singing. and this ritual was to pay homage to the earth. and it was about oil. the planet needed it. for its function. and it wasn't ours to just take endlessly. now mind you. I didn't have any connection to native american rituals or social structures at this time. I knew nothing but what was thought in school. it affected me greatly.

I know some say its the way its suposto be right, what can you do about it. is what I am always told. just work on your career. put your head down and work. I just don't get it. I dont have a problem with work. I work harder than most. but I know thats not what its all about. we been hijacked. and yes Im mad as heck. life is good. Im not going hungry yet. and the power is still on. I do se change coming. clearer than ever. everything runs in patterns and cycles. and the bacteria Colline has peaked. I digressed. I hope im staying on topic. I been here for almost 2 yeas now and dont post to often. some stuff is way out there. some times I just need to vent or put something out. helps me see things in a different light bringing it to the public light. but to rap this up. I have been accused of being negative. and lost friends cuz of it. and well some of it does come from places like this.

I keep thinking of quitting my job and volunteering to haitti relief or something. just to get out of the rat race and make a difference, see the world from different eyes than from american eyes, Im diffidently on the wrong planet. and haven't found my tribe yet.

I dont live in fear. but you bring these subjects up and it does instill fear in others. its just the facts, look around and look outside yourself. as a whole we are out of ballance way out of ballance. as am I. wish to find it.

im chatty tonight forgive me. I dont like being negative. wish to heal this

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Default Re: Pathetic Avalon Posters Wasting Time?

I'm reading a lot of inspiring posts in this thread.

Majorion - thanks - for that last paragraph I totally love you

Dagon - hang in there - you are doing better than you think - I promise.

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