Reoccuring Dreams.
Hello all,
quick side note: Im back from vacation and back to project avalon as well. wahoo! I caint tell you how much I miss this group of Intelectual/inlightend/fun people. Anywho.
Reoccuring Dreams:
I was reading a thread and people started talking about sunami dreams and this got me thinking. I wonder if every one has doomsday/ end of the world dreams. My guess is yes. Is this a reflection of our own path/Insecurities? or is this a preminition. I supose I wont know untill it happens or dont happen. I may have had a sunami dream but I dont much remember details or anthing. The one dream I wanted to discuss that Ive had many times. I have a family and many friends. But in the dream i am alone and usially with one family member or friend. I feel the feeling of i wonder if my kids and wife are ok. The situation changes a bit from dream to dream but the theme is the same. Im in an unfamiliar town doing an unfamiliar task. I caint really wrap around what im doin there. small things from my past in my home town are happning such as the marching band i was in went marching thru the town and up the side of a deserty mountain. I wanted to say hi to some of them so I follow. Theres a path that leads off once were about 1/4 of the way up the mountain. Its a steap path that climbs about 200 yrds. and then the entrance to a large cave. Its dark inside but I want to chk it out because I have an intrust in crystals and energy i remember thiking on could be in there. I enter with no flash light and i hear a roar from within like a dieing human or a sickning I want your blood call. Thats when I back off and relize Ive lost track of my buddie.. I then go directlly back to town this really chilled me to the bone. Its a dry deserty town very hot just to give a feel. Im walking around and quicker than usiall it becomes dusk. A beauitiful sunset that was unnerving. Ive never felt that way about a sunset i think to myself. I then see the very small town no more than 200 people start heading inside as tho they know something is coming. I have no clue so I goto the general shop (where i believed i knew they sell guns, I felt i would need protection imediatlly due to the cave incadent i was expecting the worse) I asked whats going on and the two men said weve got a problem but we caint help you (as there boarding up the door and windows). They said if we help you we would have to help every one and our store could not fit everyone. I tell them my father is wealthy and i will make it to where they will not have to work any more if they help me. ( I was lieing but they bought it) I get inside and they secure the last boards. we watch the sun slip away and as soon as full darkness is achied they **** there shot guns and tell me to dean aginst the wall and pray that all gose well. Just then the whole shack they called a store start shaking violentlly. The screams I heard are now all around there in my head not just in the air. They want out blood as tho it is there only goal in life, I could feel how they felt. No shots are fired we just wait Im curled up fighting the scream they were pushing into my head. Then all stops, I think of tom my buddie who was in the town with me. The marching band from high school . My kids and wife. Is every one OK? Then I wake up. Im in a cold sweat and feel like ive been running thru the whole night and have not had an ounce of sleep. I dont have a head ache but im mentally exauted thru my whole head and body. my muscels are even effected like not being able to squeze the lid on the milk too good. Is this a reflection of my life, A premanition? Was I under some sort of a sy attack? You know they say kids going thru puberty usially have a wicked dream or 2 due to hormones. I wont list all details but i recall mine and I was stuck in a dream and slept for 10 - 11 hrs. I remember feeling like i was pounding on a glass wall which was the edge of my dream trying to wake myself up and then i turn away when i finally relize its not going to work. Is there a specific age a group might look to trap us like that. I dont know that ive ever been the same after that dream. Is this a way of surpressing my conciousness to fit me into my mold they want me in? Pure speculation. Any similar dreams or feelings. Maybe some help with interpreting my dreams and feelings? Thanks everyone =)
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