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29. Invisible presences. Here is the woo-woo stuff. Some people report feeling surrounded by beings at night or having the sensation of being touched or talked to. Often they will wake with a start. Some also feel their body orbed vibrate. The vibrations are caused by energetic changes after emotionalclearing has taken place.
Advice: This is a sensitive topic, but you may feel better blessing your bed and space around it before you sleep. I rest assured that I am surrounded only by the most magnificent spiritual entities and am always safe in God's care. Sometimes, however, the fear gets to me, and I call in Archangel Michael and/or Archangel Uriel. I don't beat myself up for being afraid sometimes. I forgive myself for not always sovereign at 3:00 a.m.
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I wish you had a better suggestion for this one. I can't really connect with "Angels" and the like. I have a conviction that it's all inside me. However, I've been terrified ever since I've been a child, especially in the dark and I now get the feeling that I locked out anything spiritual due to that fear. I could lay in bed and sleep when I ignore that I'm being stared at. It's coming back now and the worst part is that I have the feeling that when I look there with the expectation of seeing something, it will actually be there! That thought is so scary I either go blind with eyes wide open or I just ignore it.
I've been trying to rid myself of this fear by going across cemeteries and through forests at night. In fact I quite like the cemetery. In the forest every single sound makes me 100% ready for fight or flight. It's not necessarily fear then anymore but it's not surrendering either.
But the problem really is that when I'm trying to sleep my awareness is half gone and I feel extremely susceptible to just about anything and I can't find the border between paranoia and what ever else is there.
I guess I just have to sit it out once.