Ha, I know how you feel, Im pretty much in the same situation...however,... to repeat some of what David Wilcock has to say:
http://www.divinecosmos.com/
and this is also repeated by Drunvalo Melchizedek:
http://www.consciousmedianetwork.com...s/drunvalo.htm
and the Native communities around the world......
If you are true to your heart and have 51% of yourself actively serving others, helping others, your brothers.......you will make it thru the turmoil!
Somehow, mother nature knows who to save and protect.....
As it is mentioned by the Hopi/Mayan/Tibetans.....a pysical pole shift could be happening soon, in a 20 hour timeframe!
What that means is alot of structures crumbling, yet, they say, if you are coming from the heart and are not dedicated to selfservice, mother nature will save you.
Yes, all this can be hard to swallow when you have a family to save, but to me, its like beleiving in the "Laws of attraction":
http://www.abraham-hicks.com/lawofat...urce/index.php
that really works!
Hope this helps
Cheers