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Originally Posted by Providence
Hello from the Pacific Northwest!
Thank you Bill and Kerry - I have read everything on PC and other websites and I am thrilled to be with "others of like mind". It has been difficult to discuss these things with most people around me so I am glad to have an outlet! I began this Odyssey in June 2008 but have sensed "something" since I was about 8. I am now 43. I look forward to the conversation, community, work ahead...
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Hi Providence. What you have said about knowing something was up since you where 8 really hit a cord with me.
From when I can remember as a child I felt like a real outsider in the world and have remained that way all my life. I just didn't get why people did what we do.I didn't get education and when I left school it was -okay what now-
When modern religion told me I had to suffer for my sins. It was- but I haven't sinned ?.I could never understand why people hate and kill because I never could stomach it, couldn't even kill a bug without feeling terrible for the bug.
I became a questioner. Unable to except menial jobs that I worked and irrational ways we have set up the world. Hey finally I get it-we have been doing alot of what we do all wrong and we aren't a world of evil, gready, useless eaters. Except for the Pyscopaths! we are basically all the same and we all want the same things. What has gone wrong is we have been manipulated by the affore mentioned.
Now I read. I read every view point and eventually they are like dots that all start to connect and qualify or disqualify each other.
I wonder how many of you out there always felt that the world was not right.
ps Has any one read 'The ringing cedars' series. I would love some reviews.