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Originally Posted by Jenn
Hi MME M!
Have you put in a request for your adoption records?
In most places I think the records are open now!
I put in a request for my records and got those right away, and I put in a request for a search and reunion which I was lucky that my birth mother was looking for me too.
Well, she kept them up to date on where she was if I ever was looking.
One of my biggest regrets is not doing it sooner... my two mothers would have really got on well and I am sure become good friends.
At least they should be able to give you the records with any info recorded from your birth mother. On mine it had a lot of info... a discription of my birth mother, her situation, how many siblings she had, what they and my grand parents did for a living, what area they are from and my original name at birth.
It is your right to know these things, and although it isn't easy, even when its a good reunion... there is the identity crisis along with it, being in the middle, here and there but not anywhere, lol, if that makes sense.
I wouldn't doub't your family has some kind of occult link or psychic background. I was adopted in 1971. I have now returned to my birth families place of origin, and live here, learning about my roots. I can tell you, I have met lots of people who have seen UFO's here. Its a quiet little fishing town very out of the way and far from any big city, along the Gaspe Penninsula in Canada. The 60's, 70's and 80's seem to be the big era of UFO's in this area.
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Hi Jenn,
I have petitioned the probate court, as it was strictly a closed adoption. They can find no records of any girl born then nor ten years in either direction so Im a little at a loss. I was looking in the right area, right county, and so on and so forth. I just dunno, I was maybe some kind o experiment I guess.
I guess most of us do have the occult bloodines. Easier to just be a neanderthal I think.
Yes, the middle ground makes perfect sense. Being adopted means you never really feel lke you fit in or belong anywhere. Honestly, im not so sure it isnt a starchild side effect more so than the adopted child one. Maybe both. Im only sure I know so little and will never be afforded enough time to learn even a fraction of what id like to.
I have seen a ufo when I was young, have seen lots of things I havent mentioned here but I forgot all about the devil terrors till your piece. I truly did draw him everywhere. In our encylopedia set (whoa, pricey leather bound gold tooled, big $$$$), books, walls, furniture, everywhere. I used up all the red crayons, markers, etc. I would have been angry with my kids for doing such things, not violent but p.o.'d all the same. My adoptive mother was kinda a viscious woman part of the time, beautiful and peaceful the next, a stickler about so many things but never said one word about me doing all that evil artwork when I was two and three. How curious?
People call you a liar when you say you remember being an infant and toddler when they're honest dont they? Either with a look or a dismissal or outright. Its rare to find someone else that has so much of the same history.
Canada is our next door neighbor, but your a ways from me, hey? Yeah, im picking on ya a little, hey?
