[ResidentEx]

I know this isn't going to help any, but I'd like to share this with you all.

As Gregor can attest to, I get into a 'zone' and I think that I am making contact with something that I feel is larger than myself.

So I had gotten into my zone, earlier today, and was sitting on the front porch swing waiting for a friend to come pick me up. It was pretty chilly out. I saw that the sun was setting, so I told the sun "Hey, Sun! I'm sorry I didn't catch you in time to watch you set. Thank you for a nice day. I'll see you tomorrow." and then I saw two planets shining brightly and I said, "Hey, you two! I see you! Who are you that you seem to shine so much brighter than I ever seem to recall?"

And then I seemed to feel that presence that I sometimes feel as if there was a mind entering my own and it is so much more real than I am. I was, like, "Hey, Mother! I feel You! I feel You and You seem so much more real than what I feel!" I sat and enjoyed the feeling for a moment.

And then this weird thought came across and it seemed to be as if this presence that I have been referring to as 'God' may be a 'Me' from the future. A more spiritually/consciously advanced version of me that is almost like a god, and He/It is checking on me and giving me little pieces of encouragement to give me hope while at the same time not giving me too much info lest it changes His/It's past and, thus, changes His/It's present and do more harm than good. The presence that I feel is basically coming from myself, but from a future point where I have become almost like a god, I think.

Kinda strange, isn't it?

Thanks!

~Kenny