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Originally Posted by Buruso
Hi guys, great discussion
this topic has been recurring for me for a number of years and so far my conclusion is: on a physical level emotions manifest as a feeling through various chemical combinations secreted in the brain from the thought patterns we use to give meaning to external events.
If we are asleep we repeate these pattern meanings and create suffering in our lives.
when we start to wake up we realise that these emotions are not us because we can detatch from them, giving us the ability to change the meaning we give things and lessen the suffering
so i thought that detatching was going to give me a balance somewhere in the middle of the rollercoaster ride but instead day to day existance became meaningless and my mind felt dull and my relationships suffered as i became more reactionless and spent the time observing myself rather than interacting in the relationship
i believe now that emotions are a key to evolution of the mind and that they are a necessasary energy for us to work with
through our emotion positive and negative energy currents flow (masculine/feminine , yin/yang ) being balanced all the time is kind of like being androgenous neither yin or yang, suppressing anything that might lead us out of balance
so allowing all emotion to flow freely and to accept and be ok with with what comes up, kind of a paradox, being of it but not in it, whether positive or negative be awake in that experience and moving with it is the new balance for me
with this we can start to see whether the patterns we run are serving us for the best in the current situation
sometimes it seems as though things are conspiring against us and anger or frustration arises so we push it down until finally a small event occurs and the reaction isn't in proportion to the event, so we can be vigilent and don't let any any emotion sucking energies/entities that may be present to draw us in.
so now i'm also trying to act on Joseph Campbell's statement : always follow your Bliss and Bashar says move to your highest excitment so whatever our emotional state be excited and blissfull in full awareness of it
part of being human is to experience a full range of emotion
my 2 cents worth
cheers
Buruso
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Hi Buruso~
Mind if I ask a couple questions? If it is too personal, no problem, I'll understand.
When you said that you thought detaching would give you balance, did you realize that you were still attached?
You were doing something, in order to gain something else..
Is that not attachment?
Hope, is attachment.
A crutch even, no? As is desire.
Detachment, to me, is giving up the desire to gain as well as the fear of loss..
It means not identifying with the emotion so much so, that it becomes me.
I can see it, and not act it out, know what I mean?
I continue to laugh, to cry..I continue to feel..yet in detaching emotionally, in being infiinite consciousness instead of self-consciousness, I experience far more balance than ever and what happens, is abundant peace on every front.
This is not a constant for me, I am still conditioned, but I am aware more often.
I find comfort in uncertainty, and not needing to know everything.
As for my relationships, I at no point feel that I am responsible for the way another feels.
That is self-consciousness. A trap to keep the burden of past & future tainting the present, which is spotless unless I get emotional, lol.
Perhaps your mind felt dull, because it was detoxing?
Emotions are the heroine of the self-conscious human it seems..
We are seemingly addicted to movement, even in the mind..
Did you become aware of what was beyond thought, beyond memory?
If so, how was that experience?
I can understand how relationships can be ignored, when constantly observing the self..
Perhaps it would have been beneficial to experience everything, without attachment, including attachment to observing self?
I don't know.
I liked when you said, being of it, but not in it..
To me that is experiencing emotion, seeing it, yet not becoming immersed in it, as if it is real or anything other than temporary.
That takes practice.
I watch how my mind wants to label things positive or negative, then I remember that which ever label I choose, the label has potential emotional consequences.
So I just don't.
I see what is, I choose what I prefer in that moment, and I let the experience go.
It's not simple..because the mind is influenced to complicate. But it's not impossible either.
Absolutely, experience emotion..see it, without activating it's hooks that are deeply rooted in past & future, and use that to blow open the doors to what IS..which is now, and create Bliss, intuitively!
Feel good~
CW