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Originally Posted by islandman
Hi Sanat,
Thanks for this post, it is a welcome relief from the mad swirl of information/disinformation out there.
If its not to personal, How would you classify yourself? Wanderer, positive 3rd density ect and how did you find out. While Im sure the answer will come with much work on the self, I am wondering if there are any tell tale signs.
Keep up the good work.
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Hi Islandman! Thanks! You too!
I am a Wanderer that came in from 5th density (i.e. my incarnation level was around 390 on
the scale). I took in a lot of "darkness" and thus spent most of my life in the lower end of the scale (several years as low as 50 with heavy drinking, hopelessness and depression etc.). Yoga and a friend (another Wanderer) became my "wakeupcall". When I got the taste of "the real" I became very dedicated towards the seeking of Heart/Self. I became almost obsessed with cleansing myself (first more physical, and later more spiritual). It was some pretty rough years of transmuting all the darkness I had taken in and throwing off the conditioning (I was very ill physically for a year or so with rashes all over my body etc.) Eventually I got all cleaned up. Most of my "friends" was stripped away in that process.
The seeking/healing process eventually lead me to a group of dedicated seekers (r)evolving around a highly evolved Being/Master/Wanderer (top of the scale). Being in that Presence increased my healing process very much, and I was able to transmute all the darkness I had taken in into Light, and thus abide in the peace of the Present moment at all times.
The answers come from inner knowing. Darkness/ignorance transmuted into Light of Awareness. Not knowing is a great catalyst for search. And searching is the only way to get anywhere. Searching implies being able to admit "I do not know" at this time. That humbleness opens the heart and allows for true searching. Most people project their doubts and all darkness onto others and the world instead of searching. You have "found" when you no longer care what you are (wanderer or no wanderer. Positive harvest or no positive harvest). You are happy as things are right now. All else is just a game to make people realize it's all a game
