[Circlewerk]

This has been happening my entire life.
And on occasion, there are voices to accompany what is seen peripherally, as well as a heaviness of energy that makes my entire body feel as if it shifts in a wave pattern, as if i go in & out of my skin, or, I feel as if my ethereal body shrinks to the size of a needle point, or grows beyond my frame of vision....
When I first mentioned this to my family (1985), they freaked out & had all kinds of tests run on me. I was a year & 4 months sober at the time.
Every test, then & since, bore normal results.
The one difference that I experience now, is that what is normally only in my peripheral, has become center stage.
And, I don't know about you guys, but usually when I would turn to see what my peripheral had caught, it would be gone.
Not anymore.
It remains, anywhere from 3 to 10 seconds.
And they're not just dark shadowy mists anymore. They're white, gray, silver & gold.
I am now 25 years sober.

So, perhaps for some, it can be chalked up to nerve damage, or anxiety..but I personally would not label my experiences either of those.
I am at peace with all of this because these experiences don't scare me, or define me.

Peace,
CW