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Triaxis · 11-29-2008, 01:32 PM

I would probably be using my time more constructively

I used to draw a lot, but haven't for ages now.

I have crystals, copper wire, resin to make orgone devices. They have been sitting in the cupboard now for about a year. Still yet to getting around to making one.

I have a learned a heap of metaphysical theory. Instead of actually making a dedicated effort of applying it into practice to help the world, i instead search the web looking for more information till late at night, then drag myself to bed and promptly fall asleep without even a cursory attempt at meditation.

I am attracted to disaster scenarios such as you get from George Green and Bill Deagle. I know it lowers my vibrationary rate and just by listening to it, probably re-enforces that dire reality. But i can't help myself for some reason.

The net supplies so much information that can allow me to expand my creative potential. Yet my creative potential is never realised because i am on the net.

A strange paradox in my case..

11-29-2008, 01:32 PM	#53
Triaxis Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2008 Posts: 31	Re: What would you be doing right now if not on the internet? I would probably be using my time more constructively I used to draw a lot, but haven't for ages now. I have crystals, copper wire, resin to make orgone devices. They have been sitting in the cupboard now for about a year. Still yet to getting around to making one. I have a learned a heap of metaphysical theory. Instead of actually making a dedicated effort of applying it into practice to help the world, i instead search the web looking for more information till late at night, then drag myself to bed and promptly fall asleep without even a cursory attempt at meditation. I am attracted to disaster scenarios such as you get from George Green and Bill Deagle. I know it lowers my vibrationary rate and just by listening to it, probably re-enforces that dire reality. But i can't help myself for some reason. The net supplies so much information that can allow me to expand my creative potential. Yet my creative potential is never realised because i am on the net. A strange paradox in my case..