There were a few sightings in my childhood and young adult years. When I was 5 I saw a grey, an advisor type (by that I mean a biological looking being rather than an android) who examined me coldly. I managed to get away and tell my mother and had no idea what it was until recently with images on the internet. My childhood was spent sleeping with the light on, waking to feeling someone was in my room, climbing into bed with my parents and brother. My brother had 2 hours missing time, driving truck for the family produce store. He and his partner saw a ufo dart behind a cloud. A moment later it exited and departed in a sharp sudden turn. That moment behind the cloud was a 2 hour missing time segment and they were driving ahead 2 hours on the road, flawlessly.
My children and I moved to the coast just over a year ago, and now we have had so many sightings that my 7 year old is now frightened. He asscociates ufos with being taken in the night through windows, though he doesn't remember his dreams about it. He won't even come out if my 17 year old spots something, as he did last night again. And a helicopter that looked like it was following it. The first sighting we had at the coast was April 12, and it involved me, on the computer researching nwo, and having an internal rant in my head. I actually thought the exact words: : "they don't represent the human race (Bush and the cartel). Women and children do! (in vast numbers, and I was picturing the majority citizen of this world as poor and struggling to feed their children). I stood up and was frozen to the spot. A weird energy built quickly around me and the words, with emphasis came to me: "WE represent the human race!" It freaked me out and I grabbed a smoke and headed out back. There it was. It hovered for 4-6 minutes, and my 4 children ran outside. They waved, and one climbed the shed while I imagined that they were going to be kidnapped and kept trying to get them inside.
The psi portion of the contact really creeped me out, because it means every one of our thoughts is monitored. And, due to the nature of the message I believed there must have been hybrids onboard, or they were connected to this program.
One of my memories, which involved a vivid clear one, and the rest more as impressions. When I was 5, (the age I determined by the age of my brothers frightened face) I remember walking in a tube or see-through tunnel, clinging to a man in an old fashioned beige or taupe uniform, his blond hair very clipped. He looked like a nazi. We were on either side of him, and a grey was walking with us. The landscape was dark and forbidding and I know there is no breathable atmosphere on the moon. The impressions were of a room where there were many children, perhaps some were hybrids, some were taken like us, and there is a face of a female grey that I feel strong warmth towards, I believe she must have worked with the children, and was good with them. There was an elder grey/praying mantis? type male that was cooler, but I do believe he was gentle with us. I believe there were images of nordic looking people who I think weren't human, though in looks the woman with dark blond hair could have been. Maybe she used telepathy or something that made me feel otherwise because I very strongly do. This is more vague like I said. I also have dreamt all my life of a water treatment plant, that I never could place around our home town. This dream repeated often, and I'm thinking its connected to the base on the moon.
My whole search is for agendas. I can't remember anything in full and really don't feel comfortable with the idea of hypnosis because I don't want to remember something that is too scary. I don't know what they were doing with all the children but it seemed to be groups and activities.
Now, my 17 year old has told me twice he dreamt, recently, that he was aboard a space craft. The first time, just over a week ago, it looked like men in black type guys to him. And he was shown dates on a calendar, for October. He said it was as if something was written (such as names, and descriptions in sentences) every other day. He doesn't get to remember any of it. We are going to be reading the news to see anything, from the big to more obscure things next month, that might ring a bell for him.
His second dream was hard for him to tell me. Everytime he thought about sharing, he had a bad headache. Finally at night he told me that he was put before a viewing screen and shown images that looked like a space ship crashing or being shot down and wounded greys, but whatever else was being
shown and the whole purpose was forgotten.
Then, 3 nights ago, he was up late. He often falls asleep on the couch. The cat was growling at something at the door. It kept looking up in the right hand corner. He checked everything out, opened the curtains a bit. The cat growled at him, for going near the door. He settled down with all the lights inside and outside off, and noticed a glowing light in the sliding doors. He kept trying to focus and then saw the grey, that was light colored and glowing like the moon, floating in the upper right hand corner of the door where the cat was growling and looking. He stopped being afraid, felt that it was admonishing him for being awake. And promptly went to sleep.
This is exactly the scenario I wanted to avoid at all costs with my children! I am a spiritual person. I have meditated and prayed and asked for help. I awoke to a strong feeling (that still comes and goes but unlike a siting can't be shared and therefore I ignore often) of contact with a federation that is here and is on top of things, and an image of a blond haired man frequently in my head. When I ignore this and the positive feeling of hope (and I do!) I am immediately finding a video or long thread or information of similar things, positive accounts, one right after the other. I have sort of given up on the refusing to buy into this hype, because praying for help for our family and our planet to be protected from greys immediately brought this. In the end I'm glad because theres only so much negativity i can stand without getting depressed. But thats not without knowledge that these psi visitors could possibly induce positive feelings in a sort of pacification program. In otherwords I'm torn between this and sceptism of their agendas. I've read some bad ones.
The point is for the months since this began, I felt that our family was protected from the greys. Now I understand due to my son's recent experiences that this is not so, and that no amount of seeking spiritual protection, or from your guardian (angel) or claiming universal law, or from claiming the protection of Creator's light and energy to prevent any being from touching you mind, body, soul or spirit works. It doesn't work! if someone thinks it has, the situation has changed a little for you thats all.
I have suspected I have an implant in my right forhead or head area, probably inserted through the sinuses. I get cold feelings and numbness down my face at times. And I get shocks and headaches and of strong aversions to pursuing certain things at times. Now my son is getting headaches and aversion treatment.
To be fair, we have never been hurt. I've had small marks much like punch biopsies, but nothing severe. He has a very small mark. He feels they're his friends and that they are nice. I had what I thought was a pregnancy when I was a young adult that terminated without a fetus when I was 2 1/2 months along (this is from looking back after many children and knowing my system). It was regular no matter what stress we went through except for pregnancies.
I've given up on finding a way to end this. There doesn't seem to be one. Now my 17 year old and I are more concerned with discovering if we can find ways to help change the situations in this world and awaken others. Robert Miles interviews with Coast to coast on youtube, as well the video fastwalkers is extremely good. I am reaching the conclusion that while bad agendas are occurring, that there is a federation and some from that which wish to help us, because they sense the goodness and the tragedies within this primitive race trapped by greed and violence. I feel that even if we can only start, but quickly, with baby steps and find ways to waken others to the truth, as well start demonstrations against the governments (I keep thinking of a huge, dancing happy, face painting hippy type rally that continues and draws crowds and educates with books, videos, speakers, presentations and petitions and ready made letters to sign) if we could make the whole world dance together and get informed maybe, we could stop preaching to the choir and wake up others, if we take those steps they will then help us, or have something to give to their supervisors that could prevent a tragedy, such as them being ordered to push the reset button on the human race.