Macleodmunro & FirstFruit & Co- thank you for your kindness
I used to be an OT in a previous life, and was also, ironically, a home-carer for a lady with MS for 4 years, and then, a LSS/SEN Teacher {Vision} before I had to 'retire' - I became a Y.A.P at 38!! LOL
So- I have pretty good 'inside info' on how the system works... and how to make it work for me!
I really think / Believe the EMF / Rife Frequencies are what is helping me- my quality of life is sooo much better now than it was... pain? Virtually gone!
Appetite back- putting on weight at a rate of knots alarmingly... Sleeping all night, more energy- thanks also to the Baclofen Pump which means I can Walk using a fraction of the energy it took before!
I'm doing good
Sol & Shaun- I went through what you are going through... but, I now have hope for the planet. Freeman TV 'Darkside' left me with Hope in my heart, and more recently, Bob Dean's interview with Camelot- Very hopeful.
{They say South America / Southern Hemisphere would be best - Machu Pichu?? LOL}
Seriously, I have made my peace with the world, and know the only sure thing in life, is death. I am a 'Pagan-Spiritualist' {if there's such a thing??} and believe in an afterlife / Summerlands. I have had contact with Spirit over a lot of years, and fear not.
Admittedly, I have, stocked up on a few bits- but then it's sensible to keep stocked up, up here for a winter anyway

I only worry about my cats - what would happen to the old ones if I went? They're too old to hunt... I asked the young one if he'd fetch them in rabbits if needs be!
Chris- as long as the Irn Bru factory is high enough above sea level... Scottish sense of humour! LOL
Wish I lived closer and could make it along to a meet, but never mind.
Peace be with you all
Karen