I'm approaching my spiritual development with the knowledge that
I got myself here -- with a little help from my "friends", ha!
I agreed to that electronic implant(s) (well sort of),
I punished myself for tricking others likewise (currently married to one of my "victims", lol). One error piled on top of another over multiple quadrillions of years resulted in my present condition. (Yes, I'm sure I did some things right too.)
Clearing is about going and looking at what one did to oneself and others and then getting over it and making changes as a result. My best sessions end with, "sigh, I don't have to do that anymore".
After I've cleared out a bunch of unconsciousness junk then my awareness can expand beyond the body state of mind, and the spiritual work will proceed faster. It should become more and more exponential but I can't say yet from my own experience, just hints of it.
Like yourself, I also have not yet seen any higher evolved beings who did not have their own caseload, god love them. Some of our prior "gods" are in the worst shape because their "godmakers" (spiritual technicians) designed in their failure too. Sort of like when GE designs in obsolescence.
In my imagination, the ideal spiritual state for myself would be to be able to be any where and no where at will, to bring my awareness down to the size of an atom or expanded out to encompass all that is, and everything in between. Sounds like a lifetime project, eh!
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Originally Posted by NancyV
Saying that "you cannot experience this state in the human instrument" may not be contradictory, just confusing. I take it to mean that you must leave your body to experience "higher" states and perhaps your body must "die" in order to have access to the ultimate state of being, if there actually is one.
Yes, you can experience some very ecstatic kundalini openings, you can develop all kinds of powers while within the body. You are able to merge with the earth, see and feel trees grow and communicate, see other dimensions and beings while in this state of increased vibrational frequencies. But when you leave your body it's a whole different level of experiences.
The Teacher also goes on to say that even then it is not the full experience, because we are still attached to our body. He also speaks of losing your ability to live in the world if you pursue these experiences excessively.
I can definitely relate to that and have had at least two of the different levels of experiences, and perhaps 3.
First I left my body to travel on other planes/dimensions for about 7 years, at least once a week and sometimes much more often. I found that it was more and more difficult to live in the world and relate to the normal human activities.
Next I stopped leaving my body and began experiencing the kundalini, which actually was like being on fire for many months at a time. I had times of merging with the earth, saw different beings and dimensions (all while totally awake with eyes open), developed some telepathic abilities and other various sensory enhancements. It was EXTREMELY sensual and ALSO made daily life somewhat uncomfortable most of the time, although it was fantastic I must admit! I was prone to bursting out in laughter at any time, which could be somewhat inappropriate! LOL... But it was fun.
The third and somewhat different experience I had was a death experience when I "died" from loss of blood in childbirth. This time I went to a completely different place which seemed to be one of a lot less ego and separation than the dimensions/planes I traveled to when out of body. I was supposedly gone for 20 minutes or so. Was I really dead? Who knows. But the experience was very different than my normal out of body travels. The beings I was with seemed to have very little in the way of agendas, although they DID kick me out to come back here after telling me it was not yet my time to stay! That certainly seems like an agenda or part of a plan.
When consciously travelling out of body all beings I encountered had ego and agendas. Yes, they often were highly benevolent and loving beings, or at least seemed to be so, but there was still a "play" going on. Even when merging with other beings and becoming more of myself, I was just a more powerful and fulfilled "player".
I will be excited to find out what happens after permanently leaving upon the death of my body! I'm in no hurry to "die" but I also have no fear of the death of the physical body. It truly is like a small prison in many ways, even if you can travel out of body. I'm still not sure why I'm here and have no clue about anyone else. Of course I've entertained all the different theories, studied religions, philosophy, spirituality, etc. At times I have believed certain teachers, but no longer. I respect their views but at this point I have concluded that they may also not really know any more than I, and certainly they have no more ability to access higher states than any one else.
Nancy
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