Okay, we are just beginning to touch the surface of this.
I have not experienced that Thunder of Silence. When I read your description what I recall personally is a time when I experienced what is called "stillness of mind". I know of one other person who experienced similar. He described it as being like a tiger ready to pounce and I described it as an avenging angel (without the "vengeance").
Another close encounter with Thunder of Silence was during my first PEAT session when the facilitator asked me to go to my spiritual home. I had two "places" in mind and I chose to penetrate through a membrane and when I popped out on the other side I saw a large sphere (I was a little sphere of like kind). The large sphere looked like a static with potential, awesome potential, but awesome quietness. I suppose that is what some describe as zero to infinity.
When I saw this I immediately realized that I can be anywhere I choose, and I choose to place my awareness here and I'm happy with that and I am doing my clearing work to help me stabilize that integration of awareness (or not, whatever I so choose).
Alas, these awarenesses were brief, but one never forgets them. It is not so much that I wish to always have my mind stilled or to always be in awareness of the "Sphere", but to be able to change my mind about being fixed in one place or another. As a being of course I can natively still do anything, but I have placed some restrictions on myself that no longer serve me and I am piercing the occlusions and viewing the source of these restrictions. After the end of a really good session I often say to myself, "I don't have to do that anymore" -- unless I consciously choose.
I'm glad that you mentioned the time and resources you spent before you achieved this state. Based on my own experience I imagine that you somehow cleared your own way to this experience. I imagine you had to effect some prior changes in yourself in order to experience the Thunder of Silence. I am also impressed that it seems to be a permanent state for you. All of my previous "Ascensions" have been unstable. I now think I know why and am putting in the necessary groundwork before I go off on another ascension experience, because coming down off the mountaintop is a bit rough on me
Some of this is off-topic. I have already spent hours reading the Wingmakers material and look forward to a discussion.
In my search for a definitive cosmology I have also read "Cosmic History" by "The Pilot", and "Alien Primer" where he also talks about multiverse or hyperverse. In my subjective research I have gone back as far as over one quadrillion years, but it is still a drop in the time bucket and I am laboriously making my way to recover my memories back to that moment I separated from Source Sphere (my own words).
My grasp of science is weak, but I am making some headway because people believe science first and I need a bridge to communicate. However, I agree with Dr. Neruda that BST is not the correct solution.
From the Wingmakers I perceive that art is also a bridge. The art is the most valuable discovery IMHO.
Re the Animus, we once encountered something that seemed to be a being that was very frozen up -- so frozen that I wanted to call it an "it". "It" was obeying orders. I have seen myself and others outfitted with android bodies, but usually after a lot of force and duress had occurred back and forth, and when released, we eventually bounced back and went on to other experiences.
In your state or soon-to-be state you can simply know. I am still laboring under the strain of all of the "not-know" decisions I made and the resulting blindness. I am working to regain my choice to know or not-know. I trust that what the Wingmakers left behind will aid me.
cheers!
Gnosis