[GregorArturo]

Thank you everyone for responding. However, I realized I didn't fully imply my goal of this. I wasn't purely trying to wake up my parents, for them to change their spiritual path. In essence, that is wrong. You are right on that.

My main goal with it was to show my parents that I was doing something with my obsessive reading and research, and making something out of myself, but not in the traditional material sense that are capitalistic society entails. Giving someone hope, or putting a smile on their face, or even making them think outside the box, I would trade that for an entire day's pay of work. To me they don't even compare.

My parents do not fully see that point of view within me. I've talked to them very little about torsion field theory and its possible implications such as anti-gravity. They both have told me on separate occassions "I hope it makes us a bunch of money."

And each time I responded, "No, that doesn't matter at all. What matters is getting this technology out into the world for all to have for free!" They both cannot comprehend me on that notion, but I know they are capable.

I feel hearing someone sharing their views in that notion, could bring that capability into light, and maybe they would be interested in funding some of the experiments I want to try to test these theories, because without experiments, they are just theories (I don't divulge all my ideas on here :-p).

However, it seems that this idea may not work with the Avalon side of my life from your responses.

Also, on being spoiled. My parents may pay for my ridiculously cheap schooling, feed me, and house me. But I walk everywhere for the most part (in Maine btw!!!), sometimes survive on one meal a day (like I had a yogurt, banana, and some oatmeal for over 12 hours today until I got home after 10), I wear t-shirts and pants that are from my middle and high school days, and I ask my parents to smile each day (I really do haha, and it usually works. My dad can be a hard one at times.)

And so many people don't get it. I am at home because I choose to be home. My place is here. If I had left, I am almost positive they would have gotten a divorce and that is the last thing I want (things got pretty rocky in September here). My parents have a great marriage and I feel they are made for each other. They just have a hard time with communication and if they were only more open with each other and our family things would be much better. Life is not about the individual. I believe in family. I believe in community. So many humans forget that they are apart of humanity. We are an organism as a whole, and thus with Earth and the universe respectively.

I honestly feel so many problems in society today could be resolved if we all just sat down with our families each night and enjoy dinner together like we all use too. The family dinner is integral to society.

I was just thinking, I really wish I could show everyone true beauty. I wish I could really bring it out into the world. Then it occurred to me, I am doing it right now.