Gregor-
I enjoy your posts immensely even though I don't always comment. Here's my advice fwiw- I won't be offended if you think it's silly and please ignore if you think I'm off the mark.
You came to this earth willingly and you chose the parents you have. Why? What did your soul seek to learn from them? Or perhaps they're "stuck" and part of your path is to help them? If that's the case I'd consider your vibration. It's high. What happens in one area when there are low vibrations and a higher vibration? The lower vibrations will rise up. Just by being there and being YOU! You ARE helping them. Right now their egos are fighting it but hold fast. Work harder. Not on them, but on yourself. Start creating the homelife you wish to have. Start being thankful for it now. Go out of your way to appreciate what you already have- love, right? And work in that gratitude for what you want but not from a place of lack. Trust that if you desire something it will manifest. Tap into that. It's very difficult to change a person with words they don't want to hear but you can be the light that enables them to seek the changes themselves over time. It's hard work but worthwhile.
Right now I'm reading a book that was loaned to me over a year ago. I never picked it up before and it just sat on my bookshelf. I did open it once, read a few pages, and it just didn't resonate with me. I judged it to be a Christian oriented book and I'm so not that (turns out, neither is the book). Tonight, for some reason, I went to my bookshelf and picked it up. I noticed the author's name is Neal Diamond Walsch. It sounded familiar for some reason. Then I opened my mail and I had ordered a netflix by...Neil Diamond Walsch. Just randomly- I always stack my netflix queue w/spiritual movies w/no rhyme or reason. THEN, I went to ronpaulforums.com and there's a little box at the top of random news stories. One of the titles was "Letters to God". How does all this tie together? The book is Conversations with God and it's about a man who carried on a convo w/God via letters. Now, just 2 weeks ago I had an experience while meditating where I was told to pray in response to questions about my own spiritual path and then I witnessed a ray of light filled w/swirling glitter sweep across the room where I was sitting. I'm not good at praying and I thought then that I needed to start journaling to my higher self...I didn't. Tonight that smacked me in the face I think. And I'm not sure why I'm telling you this right now but I think the book might be a good read for you, too. I think that sometimes when I focus on someone in an attempt to help that person the advice that comes from me isn't really coming from me...


