[Xhaosis]

depressed is not the state of mind. Yet I have heard enough about how great a world we will inherit while we sit back and watch the world we know go bankrupt. I for one am not going ALRIGHT while more people got laid off today woot woo hoo. In addition let me tell you, if many of you are not saddened by this or feel at all depressed when you watch the news then I just dunno what to tell you. Now with that said. I am done licking my wounds. As I said in a previous posts my time here is not limitless, quite frankly I am not being to productive here as well. I have written enough on the walls here to help a few here and there, and yes at times I can get very deep. Nothing I can do about that, except, accept it. In addition if I have ahem hurt anyone here... Well I suppose it is part of my lesson. Anyhow the only thing we know for sure is everything changes. Look I understand the great need to have hope for a better tomorrow, I am also not saying we are looking down the barrel of a twelve gauge either, yet I am confident enough to say none of us here has ever seen the state of the world as it is today, what's troubling is each day it seems to get worse. Then we have this factor. He we all are wanting to make a difference wanting to try to help trying to prevent 10 dollar loafs of bread or 10 pound loafs of bread or 10 euro loafs of bread etc. etc. yet the state of the world more or less prevents us from doing much. unless your a millionaire or what not. So here we are. Watching and waiting. So here is my purposal. This is what I am going to try to do. Go outside and do my best to work for a better tomorrow, how I am going to do that I dunno, but I suggest we all try to do so. Not to mention perhaps next weekend if you live in a house or apt or condo or flat or whatever, perhaps spend the weekend using no electricity, no computer no tv nothing, turn the blackberry off and just take a break. Spend at least two days doing this. With that being said. It is time to move along. I have wasted 30 mins of my life writing this and a bit more of my life in the past couple months. Well not wasted just not for the right reasons, or maybe for the right reasons, I just don't feel their right anymore. I will be lurking more then posting in the future, I expect to be enlightened by others here as well.

PEACE