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Accipiter_Phi · 11-17-2008, 06:58 PM

Be careful of the road one chooses...

Lucifarianism may seem to serve one well in this maya, this illusion... (just look at the PTB), but unless one actualizes oneself beyond 95% service to self; one will repeat the lesson; ad nauseum.

If one does penetrate to the next dimensional level through Luciferian self service, one begins at the bottom of the pyramid; enslaved by much bigger, self serving entities. This is why graduation is difficult to achieve; an entity must be extremely strong in its lust for power and control over others to persevere through this "hellraiser" like reality that is to come in 4th density negative polarity.

Am I wrong? No, I was given a glimpse into my probable evolution as I lay bleeding to death on the sand from a severed femoral artery... a grievous wound that lead to 11 more failed vascular "bi-pass" surgeries. At the time I was a 6'3" triathelete; a headstrong, completely egotistical and self serving patriot. I changed my course 180 degrees. I healed my own leg after top vascular surgeons at UCLA Gondular vascular, Cedar Sinai, San Francisco State hospital said that I was to lose my leg.... and at best, never walk again. They were wrong... very, very wrong.

If one accepts an external entity for empowerment, one is enslaved to that entity. The external messiah syndrome. Don't let the hubris of feeling stronger, smarter, sexier, physically & psychically dominant fool oneself into this false pride and paradigm that one is somehow pre ordained to do one's will at the expense of the so-called "weaker entities." After all, the illusion of being stronger and dominant is completely relative to what mysteries lay ahead.

There are only a literal handful of people on this Luciferian path with the strength in their self serving motives to make it through to the next level. The rest... the majority, are living in a fantasy land... destined to come back and learn harder lessons until they reach a threshold percentage (>51% STO vs >95% STS ) to graduate either the next density: positive or negative.

Since I realized that I was incarnated here to serve others; I have discovered abilities (mental, psychic & kinetic) that no one would believe... I have been allowed to remember glimpses of our inherent human potential... if I get cocky about it; the powers recede quickly like a quickly ebbing low tide. My soul was not originally indigenous to this planet... yet I have had a couple past lives here; I am now immeshed in its karma.

Luciferianism is self service in its most concentrated form... yet; ultimately, one is giving their power away to a system lord or "social memory complex" that I have had the misfortune/ fortune of dealing with when I inadvertantly changed sides. Until that point, I thought that "Lucifer" or the "Orion group" (many names; same goal) was complete dogmatic BS. Well, life is more mysterious than that.

There is a battle for harvest being waged on both sides of the polarity occurring on this planet; a "spiritual battle" which is older than the galaxy itself.

Polarity exists in all of us, yet, whether one is cognizant or not, one is choosing their side's everyday; within the minutia of daily life and interactions with other selves.

Does one wish to gain power and serve themselves by controlling and manipulating others? Or does one wish to serve others; and therefore serve them self... since, at the end of this maya, it is crystal clear that we ARE ALL ONE.

Be careful... discernment. Freewill: don't let any external source decide for you what truth lies in your heart.

In Love & Light of the One Infinite Creator,
-James

11-17-2008, 06:58 PM	#34
Accipiter_Phi Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: over there, to the left... no, not that left, this left! Posts: 86	Re: Why I am gladly a Luciferian. Be careful of the road one chooses... Lucifarianism may seem to serve one well in this maya, this illusion... (just look at the PTB), but unless one actualizes oneself beyond 95% service to self; one will repeat the lesson; ad nauseum. If one does penetrate to the next dimensional level through Luciferian self service, one begins at the bottom of the pyramid; enslaved by much bigger, self serving entities. This is why graduation is difficult to achieve; an entity must be extremely strong in its lust for power and control over others to persevere through this "hellraiser" like reality that is to come in 4th density negative polarity. Am I wrong? No, I was given a glimpse into my probable evolution as I lay bleeding to death on the sand from a severed femoral artery... a grievous wound that lead to 11 more failed vascular "bi-pass" surgeries. At the time I was a 6'3" triathelete; a headstrong, completely egotistical and self serving patriot. I changed my course 180 degrees. I healed my own leg after top vascular surgeons at UCLA Gondular vascular, Cedar Sinai, San Francisco State hospital said that I was to lose my leg.... and at best, never walk again. They were wrong... very, very wrong. If one accepts an external entity for empowerment, one is enslaved to that entity. The external messiah syndrome. Don't let the hubris of feeling stronger, smarter, sexier, physically & psychically dominant fool oneself into this false pride and paradigm that one is somehow pre ordained to do one's will at the expense of the so-called "weaker entities." After all, the illusion of being stronger and dominant is completely relative to what mysteries lay ahead. There are only a literal handful of people on this Luciferian path with the strength in their self serving motives to make it through to the next level. The rest... the majority, are living in a fantasy land... destined to come back and learn harder lessons until they reach a threshold percentage (>51% STO vs >95% STS ) to graduate either the next density: positive or negative. Since I realized that I was incarnated here to serve others; I have discovered abilities (mental, psychic & kinetic) that no one would believe... I have been allowed to remember glimpses of our inherent human potential... if I get cocky about it; the powers recede quickly like a quickly ebbing low tide. My soul was not originally indigenous to this planet... yet I have had a couple past lives here; I am now immeshed in its karma. Luciferianism is self service in its most concentrated form... yet; ultimately, one is giving their power away to a system lord or "social memory complex" that I have had the misfortune/ fortune of dealing with when I inadvertantly changed sides. Until that point, I thought that "Lucifer" or the "Orion group" (many names; same goal) was complete dogmatic BS. Well, life is more mysterious than that. There is a battle for harvest being waged on both sides of the polarity occurring on this planet; a "spiritual battle" which is older than the galaxy itself. Polarity exists in all of us, yet, whether one is cognizant or not, one is choosing their side's everyday; within the minutia of daily life and interactions with other selves. Does one wish to gain power and serve themselves by controlling and manipulating others? Or does one wish to serve others; and therefore serve them self... since, at the end of this maya, it is crystal clear that we ARE ALL ONE. Be careful... discernment. Freewill: don't let any external source decide for you what truth lies in your heart. In Love & Light of the One Infinite Creator, -James Last edited by Accipiter_Phi; 11-17-2008 at 10:22 PM.