[china2012]

Walking in World Three

Chopping crabs & being enlightened

I am back and need tell you more what happened after the above was posted. I went to shopping and bought fives crabs and some green vegetable.
Chop! Chop! Chop! Limbs and legs exploded, jumping over my plate, now I am chopping the poor little crabs. My mind thinking:
‘Gee! Am I playing God?!’ and ‘What do these crabs are thinking?!’
Do they think ‘dare you young lady chop me up! Unbelievable you stupid brat! Watch out the universal law of attraction, how dare she go this way?’
These things are struggling and fighting back my force. Yes they do swear. I can hear it by look at the telltale sign that way they behave.

Oops! A sudden disturbing feeling creeps into my mind, as I look at these crabs in an exploded view, I fall into contemplation: last evening after diner I had a walk accompanied by my shadow. ‘look’, my shadow yelped and pointed a finger into distance. Over there is a construction site, dusty and noisy and murky, there are patches of workers were toiling their physical bodies over the framework against the doom and gloom backdrop. What arduous a toil! My shadow sighed and shook its head. My thought of thinking secretly lamented too ‘‘why they are doing all the hard works and I am enjoying a comfortable walk? Am I playing God?!’

By simply watching the world spinning, I am snarled a once simple question into my very predicament.

Anyway, now I am writing my post, all the crabs are safely stored in my tummy, we are happy, we are now the One. I am surprise that I am not getting caught and being exploded by eaten these poor crabs which do swear. It seems the law of crab, law of man and law of everything has its chosen application domain. Perhaps there are coordinate systems as measurement put in place working differently. Whenever I use my coordinate system to judge the other, for instance, those toiled patches, the ill-fated crabs and the seemingly doom and gloom nature of human existence, I will put myself into a philosophical predicament: Am I playing God and victimize their\ my existence? Or I victimize myself by hypothesizing a concept of God as a primary source for explanation of everything? Am I believing I belong to the less developed species and is put into a position as a pawn of some sort of system being exploited or fed upon which is under the influence of an external coordinate system as metrics of certain value? Or should I believe I am co-creator myself of the webs of reality which awareness also has a very finite vocabulary in expression of the whole? Perhaps the Law of Men and the Law of Everything has its applicable metrics in order to serve. What the Law of Men do not enact freedom would the other could possible enable a compensation by the arbitration of a Third ‘World’? Why the ‘intelligent design’ try to exonerate itself from blame by not to be explicit of the power of human mind. Perhaps it knows once the Law of Everything and the Third are ascertained by men, they will immediately free themselves from an old paradigm of ‘being used’, and step into a new paradigm of ‘setting free the self from the Defense Mechanism’ and stop victimize its truly existence. By then men will dishevel their runs to the dawn winds lure, smelling wind mint here, smelling thyme there…and the rest of his days become lyricism literature... Many awakened adorables are giving up materializing their life and swiftly resort to a more rewarding venture into something new- a spiritual realm of infinite possibilities…the quickness makes angel grey hair.


Very strangely, this tread was created the same day while I was contemplating and swinging between the two worlds. Luckily, there is a self-governing world for all to observe, which is in contrast to the two fields of awarenesses- the awareness of empirical experience and the awareness of transcendental knowingness, between which is a unifying coordinate system that dissolves extremes and explaining the world as logical true just as it is.

By contemplating along with this thread, am I not starting to grasp the meaning of walking in two worlds simultaneously? Am I not getting through the process of observation while experiencing the chaos. The chaos has been living with me side by side for decades since the date of borne. Am I not enabling to place myself in a position that allow me to be in places of safety (enlightenment), not hiding (denying empowerment), but in movement (awareness development) with the chaos (intelligent designs)?

Am I not a crab any more?
Be still.