Re: Strange feeling in my head
In my opinion you had a bad experience. Which you associated with the hemp. It could have been a negative greeting by a psychic entity. Or some cannabis polluted with other products. Drugs do open and twist your light body and the result is not always as protective as you'd like.
That said, alcohol has worse effects in that area so lets not get carried away.
It's likely that your negative emotions returning when you were around your mates smoking has to do with your memory of the negative event. I find it unlikely that the little bit of smoke they put in your lungs to be the cause. Since the effect occurred when you were sober for a week we can rule out a purely cannabis based explanation. Which no doubt you're likely to get from a lot of people.
Now there are two alternative paths you can go. Either you stop smoking all together... Which won't hurt you at all and is a good idea no matter how you look at it. Or you continue smoking. In which case I'd recommend caution.
But either way the experience can come back.
If you want to get rid of the experience you'll need to go into it to explore the exact cause. A psychic healer might help. Or you need to assume it was a negative greeting or a random event and protect yourself against it by affirming to yourself that you are free from it. That last one is harder to do than I make it sound. But it's still an option.
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