Sometimes I just want so bad to get off this weird planet.

I know there is a place a zillion times more advanced than here, but I never had any dreams or contact, just a big ole aching hole in my heart.
I have to go back and read that Monroe link about LOOSH that I posted.
One of my biggest questions has always been why do we and all the critters have to eat other life forms, plant or animal???? On purpose to create tons of loosh?