[Made_in_Brazil]

From all contacteés, Alex Collier is the one I like the most. Simply because his emotional reactions to everything that a contact of that nature entails are so perfectly human.

We all can relate to his feelings, his angst, his desire to leave with them, his sense of urge and, sometimes, frustrations and impotence. He doesn't try to emulate the andromedans when he relays his /their message to us. He never sounds like the typical holier-than-thou contacteé and I love his occasional emotional outbursts too.

I always have mixed feelings about the reptilians stuff, it's gonna take a while until I come to terms with the true /accurate nature of their existence.... but I can't deny that I used to have weird vivid dreams where I saw that I came here on Earth battling a race of reptoids, long before I consciously read anything about the topic. The race I belonged to, however, was different of most reported by contacteés. They were blue-eyed blondes but... not tall; they were long-haired and, frankly speaking, I can't quite tell there was much of a difference between males & females hormones as they were both - deceptively - frale looking.

I had to laugh when I heard Alex mentioning that he was decided to not leave the ship and go away for good. How much more human could that be?

The last dream I had with the race I mentioned above, I was holding on to them and grabbing at a solid 'chair' inside their spacecraft, decided to not ever leave the ship too. Somehow, they could get rid of me and I saw the ship slowly hovering above my house's roof while I had a temper tantrum down on the ground. They waited until I calmed down and I woke up, pretty shaken up, in the middle of the night. Since then, they haven't attempted another conscious/ lucid dream contact again. I was and still feel a bit ashamed of my behaviour. I must have been a pain in the butt.

Alex sounds so genuine, his emotions alone speak for the veracity of his contact. I'm glad to know that he's up and about again.
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