[orb]

That is so funny about the eye, yeah I was thinking the other night it was kind of overpowering and I might make it smaller, or go to my other one I use alot. I will think about it.

Yes, I really identify with Alex Collier. I know I chose to come here for some reason. I suspect it might be my last lifetime here before I ascend or go elsewhere.

Here is something I wrote to show the conflicting parts of this world, and how one must conform for a purpose. I seldom look back, I try to look forward.

I am me, and I have been becoming me for a long time, yet in certain ways I used to be much more of me before arriving here where I am now, but parts of which I could not bring so that I could be much greater as a future me than I was as the old me.

I get some criticism for this saying, and I do not know why, perfectly clear to me. :-)

Originally Posted by Heart of Gold

Hi Orb,

I'm off to read the link, but just wanted to say, I have loved Collier's stuff. One time I asked a spiritual teacher, why am I so unhappy in this life? She directed me to make an appointment with her (free) and she gave me the reading that I am from Andromeda, and 50,000 years ago I was helping fight a battle here and died and got sucked into the earth's reincarnational cycle. Now I don't really know if that is true or a load of racoon pucky, but it gave me great comfort for many years. I read and watched the Collier material and joined the Terran Council list.

It seemed to explain many things for me.
The noise and commotion on this planet are really offensive to me, esp now with the electronic radio and TV noise EVERYwhere you go. I search out sites like "pipe down" when I feel like the only one bothered by it. The Andromedan world is described as very quiet. Communication is telepathic and the children much more reserved than here.

Our money system seems totally insane to me. In other worlds, money/barter/exchange do not exist and people are given everything they need to excel instead of everything to dumb them down, limit and enslave them.

I could go on - but can't recall most of it in this moment.

I also wanted to bring your post back to the top of "new posts" as it was about to sink to page 2.

Thank YOU for the link!

(PS - Your reflective eye avatar is very interesting and creative, but due to my sensitivities, I have to cover it up with a newspaper to read your posts, and often decide to just run away to read a different thread. Hope you don't find that observation offensive, but I've seen other posters note that the eye staring you avatars feel pretty freaky. If you have no huge attachment to it and could change it, that would be awesome and if not, that's cool too, I finally found the easiest cover (for other sensitives) is a folded up newspaper. It can be tall enough to cover to the top of the monitor, stiff enough to stand up, light enough to not be a royal pain to move in and out of place, and a large crystal keeps it from sliding out of place. And for people annoyed by the jumping, moving, distracting avatars and emoticons, the esc button makes them freeze. )