[brutus35]

Hey Myra.
I know it is difficult from the point of view of duality, but consider this.
If something, anything is created, it must as of law, have a creator, and that creator must have a creator and that creator must have a creator and so on and on to infinity. There is no such thing as non existence or first beginning or cause. If one can only grasp the idea that everything always existed, then one can totally relax, eliminate worry and stress and every other form of negativity that now befalls them, with the full knowledge that they will always exist, albeit in a light body or even in a physical body, if one so chooses, why? I do not know. because the physical is so limiting..However the choices are always there. Don't beleive me?... consult your higher self and you will get all the answers you need.