[YLG]

The last weeks of October as i spent so much time listening to what brought fear to my heart both here and other places, I realized it wouldn't matter what happened because I was headed for a collapse. One night when I thought I just couldn't go on becuase I felt so depressed and so exhausted between the digesting of all that is going on and caring for my 94 yr mom.

That night my heart reminded me of heart rhythm meditation and I spent most of the night listening to a tape to get be back into focusing on my heart. Since then not only am I not as depressed and able to keep living, because afterall if we destroy ourselves with fear and negativity, it won't matter what the NWO does or the rest of the "evil ones".

I have come to see that the mind and the brain sees things in black and white and very linear, and the heart can see predator and prey come together.

A steady digest of what brings our hearts fear does us no good and does not in the end empower us...at least it didn't empower me. It is very possible that by entertaining and re-enforcing all the negativity we hear that we are actually part of the problem. Unless we stop believe in consciousness?

I don't deny there is stuff going on, but there is higher stuff going on as well. The question is how can we be part of the "higher stuff"? Is it feed ourselves constantly with information that scares our hearts? and robs of the much needed energy to actually see clearly and hear our own heart's intuition.

I don't believe in Obama, I am not brain washed. I believe in what I have sense and felt in the man and what others who are far more evolved than I am have seen. Is he perfect? NO. Does he have to play ball with the powers that be to a certain extent, yes. Does he have the intelligence and genuine caring to help in whatever way he can...I think he does.

We need to send him good thoughts, good energy and not support the dark side in him or others by making claims or stating things of which we really have very little clue.

yvonne