Re: i'm dying
I will set aside a moment to specifically meditate and pray for your health. Good luck to you on your unique quest.
Similarly, I am suffering from a COPD type condition that greatly limits my voice and breathing and, while not as serious or as deadly as your condition, I greatly relate to being physically hindered from living life as fully as you wish. I just try allow myself to go with the flow and to use this as a learning experience and remind myself that I am much more than just the physical body that I am currently occupying.
I am only 24 and sometimes feel desperately sad and frustrated that this has happened to me but I know that no amount of those feelings will ever reverse this. I know that I am here to serve others, so I try my best to use my position in the greatest way that I can and to be strong. Our bodies are so fragile to disease and destruction. Its quite something.
I hear you brother and I pray for you.
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