I was reading alot of your posts and found it quite interesting, i really do question the validity of everything (because thats how i evolve...) but i must tell you all what i have been through in my days.
I live in quite a small railroad town in Canada, i have always been close to the woods and used to walk around using my imagination for so much. It all started even before i lived out in the woods, i was about 3 years old and was was AWAKE sitting on my bed and felt something grab my leg. I felt a hand or what i imagined to be one but i seen NOTHING. I kind of panicked (as much as a 3 year old can) and grabbed the "thing". I actually got ahold of the damn thing and tryed to push it and amazingly it kind of did fold under my force. So im trying to push this arm that has a grip on me (pushing away) and i feel this force of 10 men push and grab my leg, later when i was older i went on one of those "spinning wheels" at a carnival and felt the gravity effect and sure enough i thought to myself "holy crap! this so reminds me of that force!) so im trying to push this thing and its just POWERFUL before i knew it the thing had grabbed me pulled me forward slamming me into the wall and giving me a lump. It scared the **** out of me because frankly the thing "tryed" to pull me off the bed vertical, so where my feet hung off the bed it tryed to pull me to what i thought "under the bed" ,so kid like
. For 10years i never held my feet off the bed
That was my first ever "paranormal experince" as when i grew up i have seen dozzens of beings all ranging from size and shape. I lived in one house that was SOOOOO active it made people actually sick from fear. I lived in a house for 2 years (88 king of ALL things) that was just ridiculous... If you did not believe in paranormal activity i would make the person come spend a few days with me and let me tell ya most were skeptical until they heard people walking down my stairs, haha that is a WONDERFUL story that happend at least 3 times with people, on my own dozens!
It goes like this, at ANY random moment day or night you would be sitting in my room (in the basement) and would hear foot steps coming down the stairs, LOUD and clear as day. They walked really slowly and it was hilarious to see peoples faces when the thing was almost at the bottom lol. You could hear the last step on the pavement floor and leme say it sounded quite cold. I remember just running out with my little ukulele to hit the damn thing lol and as always nothing to be seen. It was intersting to have it happen with many people because to me it always felt like i was being shown that "yes weird stuff can happen" and it happend around so many people it made people really believe in what i had to say (this can be DANGEROUS) and i being who i am and what i have seen realize sadly alot of love/light recruits are falling for this... If you really search within you will see and of course i only say this because i feel for ALL humanity and will NOT let people be taken in by a sore promise or total peace (which is an noble thought) but i digress! (don't we all?? ha!)
I could write a book about this stuff because honestly the experince is just to much. I seen an giant ORB that was the most beautiful thing you could imagine and get this i had a friend with me who witnessed it to - it was very very powerful for him to see that. It fell into my window and danced for us (NO LIE!) and i was in shock... it started to split into two then threes and dance and morph, the colours were all radiant and it had no reflection nor did it travel like the BASIC laws of light but in fact this ORB had no "light" but "mass" which to this day still makes me wonder. I actually seen the thing twice, once with my friend and once alone. The time i was alone it was quite interesting as i was in mid sleep and just woke up (nothing called me, ermm to my memory) and i had my back toward the window, so i spun around in a daze and looked up and lo and behold it was back but this time around i was "to sleepy" and for some reason just didnt care lol. It wasnt a dream (i can tell the difference) but this time around it didnt scare me... didnt make me feel anything. I looked at the thing and just gave a thin smile then rolled back over (turning my back to it which i felt quite proud of) and went back to sleep. I had no reason to fear it this time and how long it stayed around or what it did is not known.
That was so magical to see!! ohh s*** i just rememberd that time i seen a MIB (who the hell really knows what they are???) man that was something...... but ill leave that for another post
Peace&War for you all (duality is humanity)
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and btw i was born on June 21st 1986 at 7:02 am. My mother was not due until July 17 i believe and she went into labour at EXACTLY midnight which to me is quite New Age, i have told myself many time to protect that essence inside just because my birthdate and family history can in fact get me on someone elses agenda. Be it for good or bad i have a problem with people using my ideas against or for something, mostly because i feel people need to take a step back and work on reality before they go jumping into my world. If it be yours then let us help humanity like i wish to.
And btw i have rarely if never used the term indigo and problay wont just for the sake of me, i am John not indigo... but then again this could be what some would call a "real" indigo but thats just opinion
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