Re: My soul is hurting/shrinking/detaching/dying
Worlds Beyond
it is clear from the wisdom in your words and the desire in your heart to not offend nor judge that you are an awesome individual and I have to say that I too related with your post
it is all so very confusing
we all see the same things yet interpret it differently and there is SO much going on to see and interpret, it gets so overwhelming sometimes
I, like you hold to no one belief structure and mine seems to shift daily on a case by case basis
I guess I saw potential fire where there was none and just wanted to prevent one I might have seen brewing, but it was a bad call on my part, I guess it is because of all the other real fires raging out there on many threads, I tend to try and be a peace keeper sometimes so I stuck my nose where it didn't belong
it is difficult for any one to see the pain and suffering in the world and not want to make it better, to see it as atrocities instead of the universe working normally as it should
and is it working like it should? and where is the line drawn on allowance and a mission to end disharmony, should anyone be a hero or are we robbing the victims of their own salvation by interfering in their own needed tribulation
I will be the first one to admit I really don't know, I have no clue, and therefore sometimes I react blindly and put my foot in my mouth, or worse hurt someone because of my passions and ideologies
If I did so with you, I cannot tell you how sorry I am
is there a way to live and be, that doesn't step on anyone else who wishes to live and be differently? what a confusing time to be alive, but I am having a blast
you made no mistakes my friend so no apology is necessary at all, I am sorry to for causing you any self admonishment or doubt...
peace to all
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