Hi Francie,
You have already recieved some very goodand kind support and am so glad for you that it has helped. Please remember that you are a wonderful being and that you have send you love to those you see in pain there are your friends here sending our love for you in your pain.
When I have days like this I have found the music of Celtic Woman comfort my soul so if you have not heard theri music maybe that would help you. Here is their URL http://www.celticwoman.com/ Youtube also has many of their songs if music is something you find helpful
Love and Blessings,
Grandma karen