[martina]

Cristmas has always been a very nice time for me, to go to the churh, was not so nice, but the cristmas-tree with all the little litghts, the stable, the candles. When I was alone with the chrismas-tree, I used to speak with her, I felt a pressence, I felt very uplifted. Sometimes when there was snow and dark outside, I went there and just stood there, feeling being loved. Snow, trees, candles, stars, the birds, I had my own world.
It was after decades that I found the magic back, the love we give and receive. I belief there was a great person born in Betlehem, maybe not in december, but that does not matter, its about his message of oneness, love, truth, transition and transformation.
In Holland we have now also a kind of christmas-man, but nothing resonates in me.
So for me its the evergreen, which presents eternal life, the lights are the truth, that we are one, the stars, that the whole univers is one. I meditate and have guest and familie, to share these feelings with, which I do not only when it is christmas.