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cavemandd · 11-03-2008, 01:15 AM

Well, how to put this... well everyone's posting in the spirituality forum so there's no point for me trying to get into the introductory details how why I feel this is true. It's just a strong truth to me and that's the way it is. I spoke to some other people and tried to do some research of my own it seems valid.

It has had an affect on my life as well. It has given me a look into another level of awareness / a feeling of an empty mind and infinite knowledge, but mostly what I took from it was the constructive use of energy or power. As well it helps give me a feeling why I'm here.

I speak of a life as an atlantean. I had 2 dreams of it when I was around 12 - 14 years of age. I have compared details to other sources and this just helps to verify. I just remember I had a white/grey robe, was a white male, 30-ish looking, with white hair and blue eyes but had a "feeling" of violet. It was night time, in a stoney courtyard,..my vision switched from spectator into the body of this person and thats where I had those feel of that state of awareness. A woman yelled "look out".. 2 men dressed in brown (leather?).. ran at me, I could see they had dark red auras, the woman had a violet one.. at the time I did not know what an aura was either... they ran at me, i didn't budge.. With a wave of my hand, it gave off a bright white light and the 2 men dissapeared. I had the feeling I teleported them or destroyed them. I then went to meet the woman, she was my wife or something at the time... I find myself curious as to what state she/it exists in now.

That was the end of one dream, another one came months later where I was standing in a crystal hall, dark, but with soft and bright yellow light. There were 3 men, (maybe one woman).. I remember before they came I was giving myself a last second reassurace. I can't remember if I was depressed, confused, or just couldn't find the answer I was looking for. When the 3 people approached, I can't remember the words but I basically asked for them to "wipe me clean"... to remove my energy or something.. it was like a "spiritual suicidie" or restart. They seemed shocked at my request, I guess it was odd. I just wanted to live a simple life, and I was stressed from being a guy who everyone relied on. I was like my life was to decide what lives and dies and it was stressfull on me. I told them I wanted to evolve on earth as a human, until, you guessed it 2012. They used their minds on me, i remember this energetic feeling, and seconds later I lost form and became like a ball of energy.. i was moving around like I was confused, I was happy, like a dog is happy, but I no longer had any real intelligence. With that they used their minds to send me away and I woke up.

Both these dreams I woke up with words in my mind "Atlantis" and "2012".. As a kind i instantly dismissed both as nonsense, and I forgot the dreams alltogether until a couple of years ago.

I have had other dreams of my past lives, once as an ancient guard, I remember feeling so egotistical. Another life I was a woman, with some guy, I can't remember much more then that. And another time I saw my "next life", is what it looked like. The world was more improved, i was still a guy, but looked different.

All in all, these things come into play and help reinforce this sense of being I take with me, it helps guide me really. These last few years have been completely devoted to spirituality, it seems obsessive really, but I imagine its the same with a lot of people.

Thats my story.

11-03-2008, 01:15 AM	#61
cavemandd Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: Toronto Posts: 23	Re: Past Lifes Well, how to put this... well everyone's posting in the spirituality forum so there's no point for me trying to get into the introductory details how why I feel this is true. It's just a strong truth to me and that's the way it is. I spoke to some other people and tried to do some research of my own it seems valid. It has had an affect on my life as well. It has given me a look into another level of awareness / a feeling of an empty mind and infinite knowledge, but mostly what I took from it was the constructive use of energy or power. As well it helps give me a feeling why I'm here. I speak of a life as an atlantean. I had 2 dreams of it when I was around 12 - 14 years of age. I have compared details to other sources and this just helps to verify. I just remember I had a white/grey robe, was a white male, 30-ish looking, with white hair and blue eyes but had a "feeling" of violet. It was night time, in a stoney courtyard,..my vision switched from spectator into the body of this person and thats where I had those feel of that state of awareness. A woman yelled "look out".. 2 men dressed in brown (leather?).. ran at me, I could see they had dark red auras, the woman had a violet one.. at the time I did not know what an aura was either... they ran at me, i didn't budge.. With a wave of my hand, it gave off a bright white light and the 2 men dissapeared. I had the feeling I teleported them or destroyed them. I then went to meet the woman, she was my wife or something at the time... I find myself curious as to what state she/it exists in now. That was the end of one dream, another one came months later where I was standing in a crystal hall, dark, but with soft and bright yellow light. There were 3 men, (maybe one woman).. I remember before they came I was giving myself a last second reassurace. I can't remember if I was depressed, confused, or just couldn't find the answer I was looking for. When the 3 people approached, I can't remember the words but I basically asked for them to "wipe me clean"... to remove my energy or something.. it was like a "spiritual suicidie" or restart. They seemed shocked at my request, I guess it was odd. I just wanted to live a simple life, and I was stressed from being a guy who everyone relied on. I was like my life was to decide what lives and dies and it was stressfull on me. I told them I wanted to evolve on earth as a human, until, you guessed it 2012. They used their minds on me, i remember this energetic feeling, and seconds later I lost form and became like a ball of energy.. i was moving around like I was confused, I was happy, like a dog is happy, but I no longer had any real intelligence. With that they used their minds to send me away and I woke up. Both these dreams I woke up with words in my mind "Atlantis" and "2012".. As a kind i instantly dismissed both as nonsense, and I forgot the dreams alltogether until a couple of years ago. I have had other dreams of my past lives, once as an ancient guard, I remember feeling so egotistical. Another life I was a woman, with some guy, I can't remember much more then that. And another time I saw my "next life", is what it looked like. The world was more improved, i was still a guy, but looked different. All in all, these things come into play and help reinforce this sense of being I take with me, it helps guide me really. These last few years have been completely devoted to spirituality, it seems obsessive really, but I imagine its the same with a lot of people. Thats my story.