Ampgod, very good point. Fear plateau is the perfect phrase to describe the place I am now. I have read of so many shocking and frightening situations that may happen that it has had the opposite effect on me. I simply don't care anymore. I am enjoying each moment of my day as I come to it, basically living in the now, if you will.
Now I need to work on the uplifting others and improving self idea. Thanks for the thread.
Que sera, sera!