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pineal-pilot-in merkabah · 10-28-2008, 08:23 PM

i went through these phases roughly in order
interest
wonder
amzement
fear
terror
enlightenment

at the moment i go from panic and uregency one day to calm and steady the next.. telling my friends its coming soon, then the week after saying maybe we ahve till jan 09.. either way its rolercaoster at the moment. i have no food stocks so that could be a reason to feel paranoid and urgent . when i have those ill be feeling a bit better i think..
no fear really jsut the feeling of being ill prepared for the coming events.. i am attempting to start something up at a friends old national trust farmhouse but it will be very 1900s style of living which is cool..

10-28-2008, 08:23 PM	#14
pineal-pilot-in merkabah Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: england Posts: 1,153	Re: How are you feeling? Does this information make you depressed?? i went through these phases roughly in order interest wonder amzement fear terror enlightenment at the moment i go from panic and uregency one day to calm and steady the next.. telling my friends its coming soon, then the week after saying maybe we ahve till jan 09.. either way its rolercaoster at the moment. i have no food stocks so that could be a reason to feel paranoid and urgent . when i have those ill be feeling a bit better i think.. no fear really jsut the feeling of being ill prepared for the coming events.. i am attempting to start something up at a friends old national trust farmhouse but it will be very 1900s style of living which is cool.. Last edited by pineal-pilot-in merkabah; 10-28-2008 at 08:29 PM.