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Koyaanisqatsi · 10-27-2008, 01:15 PM

same here especially regarding 'the big picture'.

i have been studying alternative media since the 80's and it is only in the last few months where all this stuff seems to be coming together and making sense. i dont get fixated on any one theory for days like i used too but instead seem to be rapidly processing all info into what now appears to be a highly organized and logical structure if you will in my head.

i am telling friends that my knowledge seems to exponentially grow almost daily and most look at me with the 'like how' look.

now i look back on my research towards awakening and think wow, how could i have ever dwelled for so long on one particular concept in the past?

spooky.

MK-Ultra at work?

i dont know. but one thing that struck me yesterday rather unpleasantly was the progressive degradation of religion that i am experiencing ( i was never very religious to begin with other than accepting there is a 'god' of sorts). it bugged me because i was reading something about project blue beam, mind control, and how a key aspect of the ptb agenda is total elimination of all religion from consciousness. i jumped back and asked myself if i was getting suckered or was i really awakening?

i am still undecided today the meaning of this reaction.

lately i have been on an anti/discredit religion path and when i read this blue beam article i frooze and felt something maybe is amiss?

another thing that really hit home in the last week was the alex jones vs zeitgeist addendum creator conflict. when i heard alex's interview i thought he looked really bad. i even posted here how alex's credibility took a hit so it seemed. but listening to his broadcast the following day i changed my mind. in the movie alex pointed out how the whole film was ok until the last part with the utopian society bit. specifically how the movie claimed that anyone who thinks differently than the members of the utopia would be reprogrammed.....

that seems to go against the uniqueness of each and every one of us and our right to creatively grow into what is our expression of life and reality.

another thing that bugged me was the very high quality of the zeitgeist movie. it seemed almost like a hollywood production, in other words big funding. when i watched another interview with the film maker he seemed to be an ordinary young kid. i wondered how or where he got the ability to crank out a film that seemed to be so high quality.

hmmmmm

dangerous times. more important than ever for me to be discerning and careful.

there is a war on for my mind no doubt.

10-27-2008, 01:15 PM	#8
Koyaanisqatsi Avalon Senior Member Join Date: Sep 2008 Location: lake pontchartrain Posts: 125	Re: Anyone Else Feel Like Your Brain is "Speeding Up"? same here especially regarding 'the big picture'. i have been studying alternative media since the 80's and it is only in the last few months where all this stuff seems to be coming together and making sense. i dont get fixated on any one theory for days like i used too but instead seem to be rapidly processing all info into what now appears to be a highly organized and logical structure if you will in my head. i am telling friends that my knowledge seems to exponentially grow almost daily and most look at me with the 'like how' look. now i look back on my research towards awakening and think wow, how could i have ever dwelled for so long on one particular concept in the past? spooky. MK-Ultra at work? i dont know. but one thing that struck me yesterday rather unpleasantly was the progressive degradation of religion that i am experiencing ( i was never very religious to begin with other than accepting there is a 'god' of sorts). it bugged me because i was reading something about project blue beam, mind control, and how a key aspect of the ptb agenda is total elimination of all religion from consciousness. i jumped back and asked myself if i was getting suckered or was i really awakening? i am still undecided today the meaning of this reaction. lately i have been on an anti/discredit religion path and when i read this blue beam article i frooze and felt something maybe is amiss? another thing that really hit home in the last week was the alex jones vs zeitgeist addendum creator conflict. when i heard alex's interview i thought he looked really bad. i even posted here how alex's credibility took a hit so it seemed. but listening to his broadcast the following day i changed my mind. in the movie alex pointed out how the whole film was ok until the last part with the utopian society bit. specifically how the movie claimed that anyone who thinks differently than the members of the utopia would be reprogrammed..... that seems to go against the uniqueness of each and every one of us and our right to creatively grow into what is our expression of life and reality. another thing that bugged me was the very high quality of the zeitgeist movie. it seemed almost like a hollywood production, in other words big funding. when i watched another interview with the film maker he seemed to be an ordinary young kid. i wondered how or where he got the ability to crank out a film that seemed to be so high quality. hmmmmm dangerous times. more important than ever for me to be discerning and careful. there is a war on for my mind no doubt.