CosmicFever

Gregor I would like to thank you starting this most interesting thread. My own experience had been that remaining open to all things has helped me grow spiritually. In the early days of my awakening I was very rigid and dogmatic in regards to religion being the only way to know my Creator (refered to as "god" then). It was hard to let go of the mindset because it had been so deeply ingrained into my psyche. When I started to slowly let go I would find myself thinking "my goodness, what am I doing here thinking such things? If I don't stop this I'm going to hell for sure". That's when I had to start looking within to find what I was seeking. The more I did that the more my old belief system started breaking down. It felt as if I was being "born again" and made anew. My spiritual awakening took off about a year ago when I witnessed my beloved Aunt Charlotte die a slow and horrifically painful physical death. It was then that I started seeing everything in a new light. Witnessing her death was the catalyst that I needed to get moving. Then all the floodgates opened and there it was. The Truths I had searched so long for came pouring in. As painful as it was watching her die I know now it was part of my life plan. She began guiding me with her LOVE. That was SO obvious. My family didn't want to believe it but I tell you it's true. Miracles began happening in my life with her little signature on them. I am at peace. I will continue to work on some things that need fine tuning but I feel like I really get it now.