Well.. Yesterday at around 5PM I laid down in bed and decided to go into deep meditation. For about 20 minutes I confirmed to myself over and over "Right now my frequency is higher", "My frequency is rising, I am expanding.", "I am lighter, I am floating."
After repeating this a few times I stopped feeling my hands and arms and then eventually most of my body. I felt extremely relaxed and I could hear my own frequency.
I fell asleep for 3 hours and woke up at around 9:30PM. My eyes were really sore and I woke up really dehydrated. For the rest of the night I felt disoriented, my perception was distorted and I felt extremely tired yet I wasn't yawning at all, my body felt tired but at the same time I felt light and disconnected.
I went to sleep eventually at 1:30AM but I woke up around 4AM and was having a hard time breathing. My lungs were filled with some fluid so I was trying to cough up all this fluid-**** so I could breath properly and go back to sleep, eventually I did.
I woke up at 10:30AM today feeling like total ****, excuse my language. My right eye was bloodshot and I have 5 lumps in my lymph nods in my neck. I don't have a sore throat though. It doesn't hurt nor am I really in any kind of physical or emotional pain. I still feel disoriented and my body feels like it's swaying constantly. I still feel light but tired..
This is an odd experience for me, I've never felt this way before. I feel like I'm detoxing, that and/or, I'm getting sick. But it just doesn't match up with catching a virus. I've been sick my whole life, catch colds all the time, every year, most likely thanks to vaccinations because I was an active child but still got sick all the time. But this feeling I have doesn't make sense? I think I'm ascending?
Thanks for reading
May the Source of all things, guide us all in love and light, forever
