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Originally Posted by Circlewerk
My only ammo is a fearless awareness, a willingness to be detached from outside influences & responsible for what I deem real, so that i can create with care.
And to get there, I had to be willing to challenge every belief I had.
When you think that you are your thoughts/beliefs, this is a difficult place to get to. It means you are ready to become aware of how deeply you have been influenced, which caused the fear, which desires protection.
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All thoughts are either a trap that maintain the illusion of reason within a limit, or they are a test, a test of the ability to see beyond the invitation to a limit. It is a trap for those still in a devolutionary movement and it is a test for those who are at the end of that movement.
To become aware of this is to begin a deceleration phase of the devolutive movement that eventually leads to the bottom of the great 'V' that represents the turning point between the experimental consciousness of devolution that we recognize as psychology and the real consciousness of evolution that cannot be fixed in a time and is therefore free from memory.
The challenging of the very basis behind psychological consciousness is the only real awakening. The challenging of everything that has supported the movement down into the unconscious is the division between reality and the process of archiving the experience. It is the division between the spirit and the animal. It is the realization of the self in opposition with the conditioning of the self.
If and when people are protected, it is because they are not in full power of their lives. They are not at the helm and they must be escorted along the way of their experience.
They are driven this and that way, according to the plan, and when the time of the plan is exhausted, the plug is pulled. All of a sudden, all protection ceases and the false security of being helped vanishes.
If and when a person is in full power of his life, his security lies within and with himself. And he can't blame fate or the gods, and he can't blame circumstances or his peers anymore. He knows his protection, his real security, is the source of life that co-inhabits his territory.
During devolution, the spirit had fused with the lower principles using the soul as a limited vehicle to insure full penetration of material consciousness. During evolution the spirit must detach itself from this condition and fuse with the incarnated entity.
Fusing with the lower principles meant trading the consciousness of the infinite with the consciousness of the finite. Memory is the finite upon which the psychological reflects its limit. Consciousness of the infinite could not be contained in the finite so the finite has to be exploded to allow the borders of the mind to reach a universal status during evolution.
The fusing of the infinite with the energy of the experience kept captive as memory in the soul requires the limit to be removed. And the limit is everything that man believes he is, and it is reinforced by the thoughts that already control his mentation.
The very fact of challenging those basis is already a sign of the spirit who is stirring as it is being made to vibrate from the infinite source of its consciousness.
Without that personal challenge, a challenge that is not collective but very personal, a challenge that is called for by the infinite and not by the ego who is the son of the finite,
how could the ego start facing the tune of the reality to which he is attached and start seeing the fears that kept him under the tutelage of vibrations that are much lower than his origin as being conditioning factors imposed on his consciousness and not as being objects of his fabrication.
The greatest conspiracy man faces is not that of man against man but that of the invisible upon man. And to see this clearly requires bridging between all aspects behind the multiple realities that compose a man and that are to be unified once and for all if man is to escape death on this globe.