Xhaosis ... at risk of seeming a freak - i have to tell you that WINNING is not all that important to me .. not now and probably never has been!!!
The question is "winning what??" how important is it really??
I was a brilliant student all those years ago - i WON lots of things - to what end??? Did it make me a better person? Not at all - i was merely playing the game and winning within the parameters set by some other people who decided certain things were worth "winning" lol
To decide if something is "worth" winning or not - you have to look at WHO is setting the bar.
