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Originally Posted by Pithiny
It's like a R E A L L Y long Christmas Eve as we wait. I get scared about wondering if I am "good enough", or if my frequency is above the threshold minimum, I don't want to be left behind and the fear of "not making it" is killing me. Also, I feel guilt over my past choices, and I struggle to this minute with cigarettes, the guilt is horrendous, and the addiction is horrid. Also, I find it hard to connect when meditating, and I'm scared I won't get to go.
There, I said it.
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You cant unring a bell, and we've all made bad choices. But in order for us to evolve spiritually, we need to wake up at some point. So I think if you've got your mind around the fact that you've basically been lied to on the grandest scale imaginable right down to what we are, where we're from, and most of all what we are capable of, and really about most aspects of your life in general, and you start to unlearn all of those things that dont serve you and never felt right to begin with, and relearn with what feels right to you and bravely obey that, then you're on the train out of here. Dont sweat it, you're on this site and thats a huge step. Read your ass off here, its full of greatness.