Hi Mudra,
Oh how true your writings are i can connect with your words so much.
I have been feeling all these things i thought i was going insane but i am so glad that there are others here on this site going through all this with me.
I am living day to day but it becomes real hard.
The monotony of this life seems endless and i am looking for home!
What a wonderful chance we all have here of interacting with each other and learning from each other i'm so thankful that Avalon have made this possible for all of us.