Great thread, great timing :3
I've been going through a lot of what you've mentioned this year. Going through extreme ups and downs of emotions, my body feels weird as hell throughout everyday, energy wise. Seeing flashing images in my closed eye. People staring at me in a different way now. People staring at me angrily or happily, it's been pretty weird o_o
Weird people approaching me, people staring me down to fill me with fear. Not gonna happen ;3 I've never felt so connected in my life til this year. I have never experienced so much love from myself til this year.. I'm so excited!! I cry with joy so much more often, every time I thank the Creator, I feel blessed, I feel relief, it's absolutely beautiful as we all are