[alice goes nuts....]

yes, and it is like this, terror rules are affecting everyone soon. but it is a bigger picture than this. and later people will see that all this is partly an illution for how to feel powerless out of proportions.
whatever is the truth in this, no one will suvive in a psyko-utopia like this. broken mind will mend and the blind will learn to see, and verything will happen again and again. my reality will never fit this picture anyway, i dont think like this and i dont live like this, so why should i struggle to block my free exit......