[Dusty Nothing]

''I'd rather die 10 years before my time, and look cool every freakin' second..''

sorry just had to add that after reading the smoking comment, it's a personal choice really, of course I'm aware that it does absolutley nothing for you, spiritually.

people really are slowly waking up all around me, or at least becoming more open minded towards some of the subjects that I talk about.... Indeed I was ridiculed so much when I first sort of, stepped out of line. I remember one girl getting so emotional and defencive with me after I'd made one small remark on the falseness of 9/11... she replied

''I find it sick and offensive for anyone to imply our government were responsible!!''

basically told me that I was insulting the people who were harmed
on the contrary
I then told her I found it sick and offensive that she would so blindly believe in their little tale, and if anything, that was an offense to the dead.

I guess some people will just never wake up, luckily some of my close family are and are trying to take action to get off the grid and supply our own solar energy, that's what I like doing, waking up the people who can really make a difference..... screw that girl.
ha