[beanny]

AM CONCERNED for those considering sharing with neighbours etc
have the silent intent,
and trust to know in your path whom/where to consider helping.
close the mouth
open your mind

if your neighbours are your concern...maybe preach/teatch to thousands, but not on home ground
have someone from afar preach/teatch to your home ground
that way neither become immediately under threat when the truth emerges
if you tell 100 people,..to store food, and none listen.
but when **** hits the fan.. and their homes are empty of food...where to you reckon all will run? click click click...we know whom has food....
slaughter for that one portion..many would

98% of my lifetime experience as a wholehearted/foolish giver, finally taught me that

A GIVER/HEART............ withOUT wisdom/awareness of the minds of heartLESSness (in people)
primarilly ATTRACTS....

NOT the needy
NOT the receivers
but
the TAKERS, ABUSERS/USERS

I did not know the emotions of
anger
selfishness
hostility
hatred jealousy
etc
hence i was unable to reckognise such trate in others
we primarily reckognise in others, what we already consist of in ourselves, else have experienced in some form, else we can remain blind

i trusted wholeheartedly, and even where burnt found consistent excuses to blanket the perpretator
EVEN when burnt time after time
i couldnt even see nor sense my own scars for they were so deeply buried beneath my foolish compassion for the soul of the abuser
i did not count in the equation
and neither did the selfish intent of the other..for i could not see/reckognise dishonesty/evil
or it would not be my primary concern, where i did see....for in my mind.. the good of the being annialated any bad...bad became erassed
im sure that...
if i had trod on hitlers foot idv appologised and felt guilty for hurting the guy
ignorance or what

but thankG-d my life experiences have turned ALL that around
have shut off my heart to the point that i no longer see only the soul
but..now, also.... the being

now i can, within reason, reckognise/sence/smell,...
where to trust , where to close off etc,
still learning mind,
i sense the aura, always have done, but used to negate and brush asside anything negative as irrelevent compared to caring for the good of the person

how wrOng was i...what planet must i have come from

my Mother, bless her Soul, usede to say
FIRST IMPPRESSION IS LAST IMPRESSION

(but i took after my father..all trusting/allheart)

in other words, what ur instincts instantly tell you of someone..(instinctsNOTjudgemnts)
no matter how steered off track you become over someone...for however long/short....your final impression/knowledge of this soul/being...
will always come back to the same as th 1st
i.e your intial instinct upon meeting someone, says, steer clear... but you listen to him talk, and you are baught. oh actually, i really like this guy and where he at....
aventually something will prove you back to square one.. steer clear

... without vital survival tools....surely we'd be sheep among wolves from the word go...and right up at the front

the late Jamie of our friends, taught me...
there is compassion
and there is STUPID compassion

i beleive, as example...
we have to realize that storing food and most especially advertising such... would create you into a TARGET
even your neighbour or bestfriend/brother may be unaware of his/her capabilities when faced with possible dehydration/starvation/death

would he/she slaughter for water?

surely, its down to the individual awareness/senses

isnt there 4 sure a fine line between
trying to help others wake up/shake up/store up
but must we discriminate as to whom we open up to?

... how much of that invites us as a prime target when the REAL times are a face?

KNOW whom and how to help in the time /moment

surely...its NOT about JUDGEMENT, BUT DISCRIMINATE

would you feed your adult friend at the expence of your baby dying?
would you starve youself to feed the stranger but not your lifetime friend?
would u feed a neighbour in full knowledge that he would advertise you to the entire neighbourhood?..CREATING you/your children /family into primary TARGET?

if you have enough water for 4 people for 4 months... but 400 people in your town have none...do you really beleive all their hearts are going to be into SHARing?
ask
yourself...
is it more dangerouse to HAVE than NOT TO?


surely, we must learn to live primarily with that inner voice that tells us
when to open up
when to shut up
when to give
when to withold
where to confide/where not to
the inner instinct knows where it would lead...can see the snowball effect
TRUST IN HER...YOUR INNER VOICE

although the ultimate key to survival, surely, is more likely in our vibration and being able to live on the true manna/vibration of a heavenly/being state, than that of our physical dependencys
after all do we know where we may be when **** hits the fan?
anywhere near home/water?
or even near our children?
have we taught them basic survival to sniff out the rat
or the wolf in grandmas clothes, when mums/dads not around to guide/help?
the coming war is of good verses evil
positive verses negative.. is it not?
ask any holocaust survivor...was it the food that kept them alive...or was it the KNOWING IN THE MOMENT/instinct/wisdom of the moment, @every corner

to succeed/survive in the moment through our G-d created witts,
is surely as much a miracle as an angel miraculasly saving us from sure disaster
lighten the load of these poor angels.... go for DIY wisdom/understanding/knowledge where possible